Ugh. I am feeling run down, worn out, and absolutely out of spoons. I really need several days to recharge, but instead I have to start another job tomorrow, that is going to give me four non-consecutive days off in the next month. And they want 52 hours out of me next week, and another 40 the week after that.

I just don't know how I'm going to be able to do this, and it's making me a little anxious. Kind of a lot anxious.

And on top of that, I have to find a way to replace myself on a super-low budget design, at the last second, because this other job isn't going to give me enough time to do it.

And then on top of that, I really and truly do not know how I am going to keep myself in clean clothes over the next week. I do not have six days worth of outfits, and this schedule does not leave me enough time to do laundry.

Drew, please forgive me for venting about this here (Drew got me the gig, and I'm grateful), but I just don't know how I'm going to make it work right now, but I feel like I'm in a position where I can't back out, even if I wanted to.

I have no spoons. This heat isn't helping.

You can do it, Sean. Can you run out and either do a load of most-necessary laundry or buy cheap underwear and t's before dinner tonight? With that worry gone, I bet you'll be able to relax and recharge a bit.

I think, if I am very careful, I might be able to make it work as far as the clothes go.

I think, if I am very careful, I might be able to make it work as far as the clothes go.

I think, if I am very careful, I might be able to make it work as far as the clothes go.

I think, if I am very careful, I might be able to make it work as far as the clothes go.

I think, if I am very careful, I might be able to make it work as far as the clothes go.

I think, if I am very careful, I might be able to make it work as far as the clothes go.

WTF, phone???????

Sean, I wish there was something I could do to ease the burden. What I can do is say I've seen you find a way to power through some seriously tough situations before. This will not be a fun week, no way, but you have it in you, even when you feel like you don't.