I generally tell the sticker that I will not faint or move, but I will make noise. They can help a LOT by not asking me if I am okay. I'm not, but I will be. Please just do what you have to do and then leave me for a few minutes, preferably in the dark.
On a totally different note, I had a couple session today where I've worked with one partner for a while. The second partner was SUPER reluctant to talk to a therapist. Reasons.
At the end of the session, he gripped my hand, looked into my eyes and said, "Thanks for being rad."
I don't think I've ever been given a greater compliment!
Hi bitches. I think my SAD is kicking in, despite using my light. About to take a Xanax and go to bed and hope I feel better tomorrow. I hate feeling anxious and overwhelmed. That is all.
Ugh, smonster, that's the worst. Love to you.
Sleep well, smoster. Tomorrow is tomorrow. sleep.
At this point I'm ready for the root canal. My jaw is killing me and talying or smiling or things like that make it worse. Plus mumy period started and the cramps are bad. Advil isn't helping any of the pain. Well it helps some of it but not enough.
I finally gave in and asked to go home after I made some mistakes with one customer and had to ask the next the same question multiple times because I coupdated concentrate. I feel like a terrible employee but I wasn't doing much good there either.
I graded a stack of quizzes, did a bunch of work for some online classes, and did a few job applications. Having trouble getting up the motivation for the job apps -- just kind of at a point where it seems pointless.
It might make sense to skip applications unless it is for a position that excites you. That in itself may help with the motivation.
Just dropped one of the online classes -- it was interesting, but I really don't have time for it. I'll work on some more applications tomorrow. Right now, I'm kind of disillusioned with academia in general, so sending in more applications for teaching jobs that'll pay less than $50,000 is just not appealing.
I'm taking some online courses in data analytics. It's something that I know I can do, if I just learn it, and there are lots of jobs in it. I do love teaching, but I'm hating the university system more and more.
I'm taking some online courses in data analytics. It's something that I know I can do, if I just learn it, and there are lots of jobs in it.
Yeah, I'm considering that.
I'm hating the university system more and more.
Yeah, more and more people are thinking that. Stupid government cutbacks. This county sucks.
(Sorry, I just had a vodka and limeade drink. With extra vodka.)
