Apparently TCG's job has new mental health coverage, and they only answer questions during business hours Mon-Fri. Our old coverage used to answer the phone 24 hours/ 7 days. I was trying to find out if the therapist that our fertility clinic recommended is covered.

We've got a lot of the cooking for tomorrow done already, but I'm just so angry and frustrated. I keep dropping things and then crying. Father's day has always been a hard day for me because my father died when I was so young, and I'm just so angry that I'm not able to get TCG a big gift of books about becoming a dad and hand out ultrasound pictures tomorrow. Sorry. t /rant

Oh sweety, no need to apologize. It is hard. I'm sorry this is such a miserable time for you. I wish you what ever ~ma you need to pass through tomorrow and out the other side.

That sounds yummy, TB! Marked....

Sometimes that family holiday stuff is awful.

I'm so sorry, sj. I can't imagine how hard it must be right now, and especially this weekend.

WRT Rosemary's Baby, the movie is almost perfect adaptation of the book (and a great movie, as long as you don't mind the Polanski) but the book is fantastic. It's a novel I would teach, if I were ever to teach writing. After you read it, you can take it apart like a clockworks and it's just beautiful to see all the things he did. / gushing done now

Bev, I have really strong associations like that with some books, too.

Be gentle with yourself, sj.

I have never read Rosemary's Baby. Clearly I need to rectify that.

My brother either needs to a. wash his dog. 2. change his socks more frequently. There is a Smell where they are not.(Seems like this is my week to bitch about odors, huh?)

sj, the whole thing sucks for you and TCG. The timing IS hard. It really sucks that you can't get the ball rolling with this counselor right away.

I'm so sorry sj I hope you can and TCS take care of each other today.

My brother is pushing my buttons I was worried earlier about keeping schedule for the lunch party thing and his reaction was well it will happen when it does things will get down. But my nephew is on a fairly strict schedule that my brother doesn't like to deviate from.

I think he was trying to day don't stress but what I heard was your thing isn't that important.

I should have canceled this trip I'm on my second crying breakdown today and um so stressed.

And I'm sad too because normally my brother and I only communicate through my parents and I think when they are gone he and I will just drift away.

Right now I'm a huge ball of feelings and they are all on the surface no filter or protection.

Huh spell check just fixed orr as Orr. Spellchecker loves hockey