I am a little afraid I go too much, mostly because for some reason there is a young man whose desk is pointed straight at the women's room. And sometimes I go just to have something to do because I can't sit still.

My desk used to face the men's room, and I sort of thought that he and I should trade.

I tend to go a lot in the afternoon, after drinking a lot in the morning.

Also, my bladder is totally the type that needs to go when I am in the most restrictive places.

I am on diuretics too, but they don't make me go much. More, but not much.

I am creeped out by the frequency the other person in the stalls goes entirely silent for the whole time I'm in the bathroom, but I don't know who that (she...) is. I try to avoid seeing shoes or anything else.

My therapist homework is to park farther away from my ultimate destination. For some reason I don't think she's understanding that I suffer from a lack of can that is more overwhelming than my lack of want. I think I will be bringing the spoons metaphor with me to the next meeting.

At work I have to walk right by The Preacher (a patron who sits at the same table all day every day talking about the Lord), so I am always very self-conscious about going to the bathroom too often.

I don't really give a shit about people who give a shit when I have a shit.

Hey, is anyone here familiar with a children's book called One Seed by Rosemary Phillips? One of the women who run Ryan's childcare centre is looking for a copy, and as far as I can tell the entire internet is sold out.

I didn't fully understand this (perhaps because I am still exhausted from my trip), but those of you who dig quantum mechanics and string theory might like this. Or have your mind blown.

'Holographic Duality' Hints at Hidden Subatomic World | Wired Science | Wired.com

According to modern quantum theory, energy fields permeate the universe, and flurries of energy in these fields, called “particles” when they are pointlike and “waves” when they are diffuse, serve as the building blocks of matter and forces. But new findings suggest this wave-particle picture offers only a superficial view of nature’s constituents.

If each energy field pervading space is thought of as the surface of a pond, and waves and particles are the turbulence on that surface, then the new evidence strengthens the argument that a vibrant, hidden world lies beneath.

For decades, the surface-level description of the subatomic world has been sufficient to make accurate calculations about most physical phenomena. But recently, a strange class of matter that defies description by known quantum mechanical methods has drawn physicists into the depths below.

bt, have you ruled out the e-book (which is really a .pdf) version? www.oneseedstory.com

bt, have you ruled out the e-book (which is really a .pdf) version? www.oneseedstory.com

Yes, WHRRC (Woman who runs Ryan's childcare) is looking for a hard copy. I think she's already got the .pdf, and a recording of the song.

For some reason I don't think she's understanding that I suffer from a lack of can that is more overwhelming than my lack of want. I think I will be bringing the spoons metaphor with me to the next meeting.

There can be a chasm between "want" and "can" a lot of days.

I hope the spoon story will help her understand at least somewhat. I don't know that people have retained the knowledge but they've, to at least some degree, understood it in the moment when I've pointed them to it.