sarameg, check your definitions, and your plan details. A High-Deductible Health Plan is a requirement for contributing to a Health Savings Account. Your plan with your Preferred Provider Organization might indeed be an HDHP.

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Did Jay-Z literally just get up from his seat to join JT? Hilarious, because when they went to commercial, Solange was in Beyonce's seat, since Bey was apparently getting ready for the intro.

Also, Justin Timberlake is in black and white now? Huh.

...oh, now in color.

t /Grammys

Gotta find the damned paperwork. See if I can still login to the old plan (cause we changed AGAIN.) And why must all the paperwork and info come in the early part of the year when my organizational skills are pretty much shot?

Not like I used the plan much at all last year. Eye stabbination and a few dental cleanings. I was going to clear out the HSA for the crowns last year, but then they rolled it over to the new HSA automatically and so...yeah. It's still my money, but goddamn, I hate complications.

I've always been kinda awful at bookkeeping and such. And the new HSA makes it even harder (I have to again sit on it until the end of the year because if I accidentally overdraw-and it will let you!- FEES. I am unpleased.) Don't even want to talk about prescription plans. God forbid I ever have a complicated medical issue, because the paperwork dealing might do me in. Or I'll explode in a rage bunny.

I just suck at this stuff.

I hope ita ! Can check in soon. I'm all pins and needles hoping this goes well for her.

So, my dad called me. I burst into tears when I saw his name so I let it go to voicemail. He doesn't know what to do with raw emotion and I don't think I could have communicated clearly. He left a stilted message, apologizing for missing my birthday and that he would send an e-mail in response to my other stuff. Then goodbye. No, I love you and I know I'm just super sensitive right now but that set me off crying again. Once I was calm again K-Bug came in my room and I fell apart again. I'm just a fricking puddle right now.

That didn't suck.

She's woo woo nutty, but on the other hand? SHE FOLLOWS THE DOCTOR'S DIRECTIVES but is willing to bend a little to adjust in light of my history.

So I can listen to her blend of holistic quantum physics (there's an hour between drug #2 and #3, and I didn't know how to segue my way out of talking) as long as she's not being shitty or monomaniacal.

Unfortunately drug #2 made me incredibly nauseous despite drug #1, but my prescribed anti-emetic seems to have that basically dampened. Making note to get either #1 or #2 tweaked.

So all that needs to happen now is for it to be decently effective for the next week.

And she can also be my oatmeal cranberry muffin guinea pig (She seems a bit startled that people iterate versions of recipes. How else will we improve?).

So...there is the rest of my exhalation. We're booked for at least three more weekends more.

In not about me-ness, happy birthday, Suzi, and I'm really sorry about the flight, Sue.

Yay, Nurse!

Excellent, ita!

Aw, Suzi. Hormones combined with birthday is not fair at all. I'm sorry, sweetie.

Yay, nurse!!

Hooray!

Oh, ita, I so hope this works.