You know how you're convinced you're this total dork, and then you go to intense analysis for eleven years, and then you finally start to believe you're not a dork, but then you realize that you're in late middle age, and the best years of your life have completely passed you by?
Tom, I totally understand that feeling because I have been feeling something similar. But, and it's hard not to put it in Oprah-style platitudes, I'm coming around to the idea that your age really is just a number and you're never too old and it's never too late.
Happy Vortex Day! What a fun holiday to celebrate - dress to show off one's cleavage, take no guff from anyone, and Stephtinis for everyone.
Kidney~ma, Morgana.
The low points of my my life were:
15, when I missed about half the school year due to physical and mental health issues.
18-30, when I was suffering from untreated depression.
Late 30s to mid 40s weren't great either. Then there's the Great Bedbug Fiasco of Aught Nine, which took me a few years to recover from psychologically.
Since being on ADs, there's been a floor of depression that I never sink below, but I've still had to deal with depression a lot--usually when whatever pills I'm taking wear off and I have to switch to something else. But I don't always recognize when I've reached that point. I can go years where I'm basically just existing where nothing much excites me.
I have Fleetwood Mac running through head.
Revenge:
Aw, poor Sammy! Nolan better not be dead; he's one of the more interesting characters on the show.
My mid 30s would be better if I could have back some of the physical health (mostly in terms of lack of pain) that I had in my 20s, but I still wouldn't trade that time for this time.
sj,
Revenge:
ain't no way Nolan is dead. But the poor fool is always getting tied up and beat up. He needs a proper revenge sensei because even I knew he was
being set up.
Thanks guys. I was in Williamsburg last night, and seeing all the young, pretty people reminded me of what I missed out on. Combined with yesterday’s therapy session, it felt like a gut punch.
le nubian:
Revenge
Nolan also needs a better security system. He's certainly rich enough and supposedly a tech genius.
