Things were looking so promising last week! That is some kind of fuckery.
I overslept.
I tell you I have this theory. It goes where, you're the one who's not my sister. Cuz mom adopted you from a shoe box full of baby howler monkeys, and never told you cuz it could hurt your delicate baby feelings.
Dawn ,'Selfless'
Natter 70: Hookers and Blow
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Jesse - Oct 21, 2012 5:13:44 am PDT #26482 of 30001
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
§ ita § - Oct 21, 2012 5:14:02 am PDT #26483 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
I can't just not do stuff. And, as I suspected, she's looking at me funny for not having leapt all over the neurostimulator. I don't even know if it's covered yet. Slow down, people.
Still waiting. I will ask her what she expects me to do with the rest of my...my ever.
-t - Oct 21, 2012 5:28:07 am PDT #26484 of 30001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Yikes! I am hoping for some kind of acceptable resolution for you, ita
Sheryl - Oct 21, 2012 5:50:07 am PDT #26485 of 30001
Fandom means never having to say "But where would I wear that?"
Timelies all!
Grr, ita. That's not right.
§ ita § - Oct 21, 2012 6:25:50 am PDT #26486 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
They don't feel I need IV pain medication, and talking to my neurologist didn't change that. I asked her what was a better idea, and she suggested oral dilaudid. I asked her why she thought my doctor requested I get given 6 mg of IV dilaudid if there was any amount of oral dilaudid that worked. Why she thought we hadn't actually tried every prescription and this was a last resort....
And then she told me I was welcome to come back at any time.
I was raised well enough to not spit in her face, but it was close.
I will wait for them to take the portacath IV access out, I will go home and send off that status report I've been working on, and then I'll send my manager a note that I won't be back in the office until further notice, because I am far enough gone to not be able to drive. Or think.
FUCKED UP--I had a neuro appointment Monday morning that I cancelled because I thought I had a deployment Sunday. So now I needn't have cancelled it, but they haven't rescheduled it, and I really need to talk to him (I sent an email, but he rarely replies to those). I may just cab it to the doctor's office first thing Monday morning and hang out until someone takes pity on the woman jabbing a penknife into her thigh.
DavidS - Oct 21, 2012 6:30:28 am PDT #26487 of 30001
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
I'm so sorry, ita. That's so maddening and fucked up.
Can you go to another ER?
Typo Boy - Oct 21, 2012 6:33:26 am PDT #26488 of 30001
Calli: My people have a saying. A man who trusts can never be betrayed, only mistaken.Avon: Life expectancy among your people must be extremely short.
Jesus christ. Are all nations this fucked up when it comes to pain ontrol?
Jesse - Oct 21, 2012 6:36:35 am PDT #26489 of 30001
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
Jesus, that's incredibly fucked up.
§ ita § - Oct 21, 2012 6:49:22 am PDT #26490 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
No ER is going to give a stranger the recommended dosages I need, That's why I'm here, and that's much of the problem.
And it's a problem someone else is going to have to fix, because I have neither knowledge nor power. All I seem to have is snot.
The nurse was really apologetic, but...
Amy - Oct 21, 2012 6:57:10 am PDT #26491 of 30001
Because books.
Was there no one there who knew you today, ita? I can't believe they can just disregard standing orders. I'm so sorry.