Co-workers are headed out to the bar in order to toast a fallen comrade at arms developer that's moving back offshore.
Wonderful developer. Great to work with, go to man on most of my projects.
I don't wanna go to the bar. I wanna go home and lie down. I don't feel good.
Also my manager has officially turned over the picture of the knife to lie face down. And then I said something which made her flip it back up again. I am getting a little to attached to people who don't know me and their reactions to it.
The co-worker who had to take down his 'who to kill' poster is a martial arts instructor who does actually get it. However when I explained to other team members that I'd checked the employee manual and real knives weren't allowed (I did have a knife in my backpack, so I thought I should be informed) they did look at me weird.
today was SOOOOO frustrating. and what do I feel compelled to do when frustrated...cry. But I didn't and so I have like 6 hours of held in cry and am a GIANT GRUMPY GRUMP! and so tired. I should do some yard work to get this out, but did I mention tired? WAH!
Cry, msbelle, cry! Catharsis is our friend.
So, I kinda copped to my manager that I'm not showing tonight.
Now I just have to finish three or four weeks of timesheets, and I can go home with only a partially injured conscience.
Co-worker's still here next week! And I might even make it into the office!
Oh, good god. This [link] makes me irrationally nervous. But they bounce, right?
I want a new dress for Easter. do people feel like virtually shopping for me? Probably a 10, full or A-line skirt, nothing much above the knee, springy - not pastel colors.
not strapless or cap sleeves.
oh, let's say less than $70. would really prefer something less - and used is fine. vintage fine.
