Thanks, y'all. This really does help. I just want to do the best thing for him. I'm just afraid that my own need to keep him around will win out over what's best for him. I don't think it's time quite yet, but I do think it's probably coming soon. I just don't want it to happen at all.
'Never Leave Me'
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ChiKat, as much as you love him, I'm sure you will only do what is best for him. That kind of love means selflessness, not selfishness.
It's so very hard, ChiKat. I hope the vet can give you some guidance.
Oh, Jesus, poor Maria. That was horribly quick.
It was very unexpected. eta clarify: there was no expectation that this was anywhere near coming.
That's what I was wondering, sara. I didn't think this was a possibility right now.
Oh my Christ, I'm so sorry, Maria.
Oh, Maria, so much love and strength to you.
Oh my Jesus. Maria, all my love to you and yours.
damn damn damn.
so sorry Maria. Please let one of us know if there is anything we can do.