Dude, I have a really, really, really hard time going without coffee. So I feel for anyone trying to give up smoking! I imagine it's a thousand times harder.

JenP, lots of options, yes, but also just not happy to be in this predicament in the first place.

Oh, yes, that's a good point, sorry, java. I know you're sad at the way things have changed and feeling like you want to leave in the first place. My bad.

Not your bad at all! No apology necessary. I am mix of emotions about the entire thing.

javachik, I can't remember if I said it already, but best of luck in finding a new job where you are happier.

Oh thanks! That's sweet.

I am mix of emotions about the entire thing.

Understandably!

Thanks, everyone. I didn't mean to disappear. The proposal from hell is still not finished and I needed to work on that. Finally left the office at 9 pm.

javachik, yeah it's ridiculous, but there's a lot about my place of employment that's ridiculous. I can't even begin to explain. I'm four months in and I want out. I hope you find yourself in a better place soon.

but there's a lot about my place of employment that's ridiculous.

I feel you!!

I'm sorry Marie

good luck javachick, whichever way the chips fall

that cats prefer me to be sober, I don't randomly grab them and hug them quite as much

Maria, I'm really sorry about all the stress.