I probably wasn't as clear as I could be Steph.

I'm in a sort of Therapy Loves Carrots kinda mood right now.

Plus when P-C said Because I don't ask girls out? and Because my default assumption is that women don't like me and I am bothering them?

It kinda hit me, because I'm realizing that my self images and personal assumptions are out of date. I've changed and made some positive changes and I just need to catch up with that.

Deena, it was so good to hear that Nick is doing so well. Also, Deena!

I know you both have to be terribly frustrated, Laura. I would be Brendon, because I have been the responsible one most of my life.

I hate compact flourescents!

Have you tried the newer ones in warm white? Warm white is very close to incandescent light, and the new bulbs are close to instant on.

I only have two incandescent bulbs left, because they're on a dimmer switch. Dimmable CFLs are pricy and don't work very well. I'm waiting for LEDs to come down in price. CFLs are a transitional technology, but incandescent bulbs are such a waste of energy. There's also a daylight CFL which is quite close to real daylight, but it turns out that most people don't really like the way they look in daylight.

Despite being a 15 year old boy, I haven't wanted to punch him in the neck in the last 48 hours.

I jinxed myself. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

java, I want to do my old job, the one I had before this. In-house CRA. Sadly, I have not gotten the few that have come up in town that I've interviewed for (like last weeks). Apparently i have a good resume and do ok on phone interviews but am bad in person.

java, you should come here! What's your title again? I can keep my ear out for openings.

P-C, actually your company has tried several times to recruit me. :) I'm asso. Dir of reg ops. Should be director in Feb (one of the things I'm hanging on for).

meara, I bet you're great in person. But you have said lots of times that you're ambivalent about the jobs you're interviewing for. Do you think maybe your hesitation or ambivalence shows during the talks? Companies, I think, really want to hire people who strongly want the job.

bad in person? That makes no sense to me meara. You are uber charming. Who wouldn't love you?

ut you have said lots of times that you're ambivalent about the jobs you're interviewing for. Do you think maybe your hesitation or ambivalence shows during the talks?

Possibly. I've tried not to be, but who knows. A couple of the interviews I have been pretty enthusiastic about, until they were bizarre (one time the interview seemed to be going ok, I met with a few people...and then I met with the head of the department who was like "I don't even know why you're here, you have no experience with this!" It was odd, because...I DO. And I tried to keep my cool and be like "Well, perhaps you didn't have a chance to look at my resume, if you do you'll see..." but dang, it was over right then)

You are uber charming. Who wouldn't love you?

Hot ladies? :)

My latest online dating issue: I keep getting emails from strange women. Like, someone in Nebraska (who is significantly older than me, not hot, and a Republican. A gay republican. A BUTCH gay republican). Or someone I have actually met in person and turned down but I don't think she remembers it. BUT, on OKCupid when you are looking at people, it tells you if they reply "often" or "selectively" or whatever (I think there's a few different categories). And I worry that if I ignore all the messages I'm uninterested in, then I will look bitchy and someone awesome won't want to email me. But I don't want to encourage the weirdos. What to do, what to do?

P-C, actually your company has tried several times to recruit me. :)

Clearly you must be awesome! That's cool.

You are uber charming. Who wouldn't love you?

Hot ladies? :)

Oh, we are as one.

Clearly you must be awesome! That's cool.

Heh. I'm good at what I do, but I'm totally stagnating at current place. Anyway, I'd hate the commute to SSF so I'm putting it off as long as possible.

meara, I think the NE Pride scene is pretty small; I bet my cousin Buffy totally knows whomever it was who hit on your Cupid.