Can't even shout, Can't even cry. The Gentlemen are coming by. Looking in windows, knocking on doors. They need to take seven, and they might take yours. Can't call to mom, can't say a word. You're gonna die screaming but you won't be heard.

Dream Girl ,'Bring On The Night'


Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


smonster - Apr 29, 2013 4:36:40 pm PDT #29484 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Welcome to the world, Ford!

Continued~ma to your family, Trudy. That sounds super tough to witness.


smonster - Apr 29, 2013 4:38:03 pm PDT #29485 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

And a separate post for the mememe:

So... my spidey sense was right. D broke up with me tonight. He said his feelings had plateaued and he liked me a lot but didn't love me, and he thought we were a good match but not a great match, blah blah breakup-cakes.

Fucking bummer, yo. I talked to my sister, and she pointed out some key issues that I had been... not ignoring, but thought could be gotten around. The communication issues, him not being a pet person (I mean, he's immune to Frankie's cuteness, wtf). That lessened the sting a little bit but I've still got some grieving to do, so I'm taking tomorrow off.

I can feel the protective wings of my friends and family circling around me, and that's a small balm. It hurts, and it's going to take some time for my brain to rearrange itself. That is what it is.


Liese S. - Apr 29, 2013 4:42:41 pm PDT #29486 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."

Oh, no, smonster. I'm so sorry.


Cass - Apr 29, 2013 4:43:04 pm PDT #29487 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

I am sorry, smonster. That's rough.

And Trudy, it's so hard.

Welcome to the world, wee Ford!

Good gravy losing an old email and having to update is a pain. So far mostly with my Apple ID. iCaramba!


sj - Apr 29, 2013 4:43:22 pm PDT #29488 of 30001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

{{{{{smonster}}}}} I'm sorry.


Dana - Apr 29, 2013 4:43:26 pm PDT #29489 of 30001
"I'm useless alone." // "We're all useless alone. It's a good thing you're not alone."

Oh, bah, smonster. Bah humbug.


WindSparrow - Apr 29, 2013 4:45:24 pm PDT #29490 of 30001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

smonster, I am so glad D cares enough about you to not string you along indefinitely. You deserve to be loved wholeheartedly.

Trudy, so much ~ma for your father's wife.

Welcome to the world, Ford.


beekaytee - Apr 29, 2013 4:47:56 pm PDT #29491 of 30001
Compassionately intolerant

Oh, Honey! That is terrible, smonster. I'm so sorry to hear it. I'm so disappointed for you.

We'll all be here to fold those wings around you, whenever you need them.

I know there were good things about D...but not loving Frankie? I seriously don't get it. I've never even met the little dude and I'm enamored with him.


lisah - Apr 29, 2013 4:54:09 pm PDT #29492 of 30001
Punishingly Intricate

meh, so sorry, smonster.


amych - Apr 29, 2013 4:54:25 pm PDT #29493 of 30001
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

I don't understand the not-Frankie-love. I just don't. I'm so sorry, hon.