I just feel so awkward about feeling what I'm feeling. Which is why I'm posting here rather than Natter.
Love the cupcake talk! And the name meanings.
Lorne ,'Smile Time'
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I just feel so awkward about feeling what I'm feeling. Which is why I'm posting here rather than Natter.
Love the cupcake talk! And the name meanings.
I had a previously scheduled happy hour, which meant that I couldn't sit around watching the news. Which was good. The night of 9/11, I went to chorus rehearsal.
The night of Katrina, I sat by myself at the computer at 3AM and cried. Not so healthy.
There is so much B.S. around the meaning of my name. Because not very many baby name books want to come right out and wrestle with the meaning of a feminine version of a name which means "man" or perhaps "manly".
My name is "lily", "defender of mankind", "strong warrior". I'm a fricking powerful flower?
Constant Friend Champion. Or Constant Friend Cloud. The meaning of "Neil" was "debatable".
First name "youthful"
Middle name "star"
Last name is weird, but thought to be a combination of "edge"/"point" (of a sword) and "wolf"
So I'm a young, sparkly, wolf's sword. Or some feverdream Twilight fic.
So, I went to the eye doctor and apparently my physical breakdown is continuing. I went because I have a family history of glaucoma and I need to keep watch over that - and have been doing so since I was young. My optical nerve was unusually shaped, so the eye doctor had me do some other tests.
apparently everything is a-okay right now, but my eyes are dry. and I'm supposed to use some eye drops at night.
so this is what I am now doing as a bedtime ritual: calcium paste on the teeth, mouthguard, and now eye drops that make my eyes blurr(ier). I am one sexy motherfucker.
My first name means, roughly, "Little Usurper." My birth surname, like Hec's, is an essentially meaningless chopped-down version of a longer name with an actual meaning, adopted by an ancestor who wanted an Americaner sounding name than the old one. But the unabbreviated long form of my birth name is a big glorious mouthful that I'm pretty sure means "Sugarbaker."
I am one sexy motherfucker.
Heh...I SO feel you!
After, Thursday, my scars will be crazy mishmish of attacked by Hannibal Lecter (hysterectomy/gallbladder), bungled suicide (arm surgery, GSW (bump removed from upper arm) and chewed on by rabid beavers (legs: bike accidents/falling over SPACE/cat launching & landing pad.)
After, Thursday, my scars will be crazy mishmish of attacked by Hannibal Lecter (hysterectomy/gallbladder), bungled suicide (arm surgery, GSW (bump removed from upper arm) and chewed on by rabid beavers (legs: bike accidents/falling over SPACE/cat launching & landing pad.)
No wonder I think of you as the quintessential odalisque. Every time you get off the couch you're injured.