Steph, I am just so happy and excited for you and Tim. Congratulations a million times over!

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{{{smonster}}} I'm sorry things are so hard.

{{{{{smonster}}}}} You are not alone.

I really wonder how much my chronic pain plays into my anxiety and my difficulty in getting up (because I toss and turn and don't sleep very well).

If you're anything like me, a lot.

Seska, thanks. I'll ask my doctor if that supplement may work better for me when I see him next week. I'm taking Slow-Fe at the moment because iron supplements upset my stomach. Even the slow-fe doesn't really play well with my stomach, but it is better than the others I've tried.

Right now I'm actually feeling very happy that my iron levels are so low because it's making me feel less awful about how sloth like I've been lately. Even if it means I need to get a few iron infusions, at least it's a reason.

Dressed and going to get my charger. Of course, now it's raining, so I may get the day off anyway.

So it's 11:30 and I'm not at work. I'm falling down a shame and self-loathing spiral. I don't know how to reconcile "3.5 hrs late to work" with "not a bad person." I've struggled all my life to get out of bed in the morning, and it's getting worse instead of better. I didn't get drunk yesterday, took a 2 hr nap, and was in bed by 10 pm, so it's not like I partied too hard on Mardi Gras

*hugs* Not a bad person. Chronic pain + anxiety is more than enough of a reason for finding it not just difficult, but near-impossible to get up in the mornings.

FWIW, I'm taking two months out of my PhD at the moment for various dull reasons, and I share some of your frustration and feelings of being a rubbish person. But you are not.

((((smonster)))) I wish I had the words.

Seska, you are most definitely not rubbish. I wish TCG and I could come visit you and your DW again. We had such a good time with you.

Aww, thanks, sj! We really enjoyed it too :) Come back anytime!

{{smonster}} I'm sorry. I do think that the cumulative effect of Mardi Gras does kick in, regardless of how much rest one might have had the night before.

Thanks for the support, everyone. I return the empathy in kind for my fellow sufferers. Seska,'you are so not rubbish.

I went and got my charger, and am outside my coworker's house waiting for her to get here so we can work in her basement. So at least I'll get a few hours today. I was all excited to get produce, because she lives near the market I like, but walked out without a single method of payment. Oh well.

Nora, how are you feeling today?

Yesterday/the last few weeks was pretty overwhelming, though awesome. That is true. I guess I'm just doing my own version of repenting my sins and such.