Ugh Steph, I hope you get some relief.
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Teppy, definitely ask about a steroid type nasal spray like nasonex. I hope your doctor can give you something to feel better soon.
I am both hungry and sick to my stomach at the same time. I can't decide what I should do about this.
Toast?
Toast?
Or crackers? Something fizzy to drink, like seltzer or ginger ale?
Rice or mashed potatoes?
I just wrote an email to one of the engineers, "for the hundredth time, you have to do X before Y can happen." I was careful to delete the 100th time stuff before I hit send, but man, it felt good to even say it.
Maybe the new doctor will look at things with fresh eyes and give you the medication you need. Hope that's what happens.
I went to the doctor today and it went better than expected. Last visit the doctor was rather dismissive about my concerns about possible thyroid problems. This time though the tests were on my side - since September there's been enough change to indicate I probably have hypothyrodism. My shrink didn't do one test so my doctor had me go back for blood work for the 1 test that wasnt' done and to recheck the test he did. But she seemed confident that she'd be starting me on a supplement and I'd have to follow up in 3 months.
The lithium will probably make it worse as I keep taking it but that's something I'm going to have to deal with.
Ok, could you people just remind me that I don't suck? I am just so ready to not have drama in my life. Literally, if it is not one thing it is another
Stephanie you totally don't suck! You deal with a sucky ex-husband, and with three kids (who dont' seem to suck...thanks to YOU) and help people live in this country! You rock.
Thank you. Sammy's father has been a total jerk to me yesterday and today. I just feel like I deserve it because I made such bad choices even though I know it isnt true. But I also just feel like I let Sammy down in someway (eta: like i owe hom an applogy for having such a bad father) even though I know he wouldn't exist without his father, lame as he is.
I just make such bad choices.