While not exactly resigned to it, I'm an old hand and in pretty good shape at the moment. What bothers me is that there are really sick people and people new to chemo who are having to deal with this.
Bye, now. Have good sex.
Kaylee ,'Jaynestown'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Ginger - Jan 01, 2013 7:49:47 pm PST #24525 of 30001
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
Lee - Jan 02, 2013 1:09:07 am PST #24526 of 30001
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.
I know what you mean--- about a month before my last scheduled appointment, my oncology department called and left a message that I needed to call them back right away. When I did, the receptionist said that they had switched records systems, and in doing so had lost about half the patients' insurance info, so could I give it to them again right away, even though I wasn't due in for a month.
I was not very nice in my response, especially after she told me it wasn't just me, it was a lot of the oncology patients.
smonster - Jan 02, 2013 3:13:38 am PST #24527 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Lord, Ginger. Happy fucking New Year.
Sean K - Jan 02, 2013 6:16:45 am PST #24528 of 30001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
I had to give my cat away yesterday. My roommate moved out, and I gave my cat to him, since he's in a better position to take care of Jordan. This was a very tough decision, and I still think it's the right one, but it absolutely tore me up yesterday. I was devastated, and had several sobbing jags. The house seems so empty now.
amyth - Jan 02, 2013 6:21:18 am PST #24529 of 30001
And none of us deserving the cruelty or the grace -- Leonard Cohen
Aw, Sean. So sorry.
Laura - Jan 02, 2013 6:27:22 am PST #24530 of 30001
Our wings are not tired.
I'm sorry, Sean.
I need a nap. I was social with a group of neighbors yesterday and drank more than usual. Yawn.
Fred Pete - Jan 02, 2013 6:32:02 am PST #24531 of 30001
Ann, that's a ferret.
Sympathies, Sean.
Liese S. - Jan 02, 2013 6:32:18 am PST #24532 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
Oh, Sean, how hard.
Sean K - Jan 02, 2013 7:04:34 am PST #24533 of 30001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
I keep seeing (illusory) movement out of the corner of my eye, and expect it to be him slinking through the room.
On the up side, I'm doing a deep cleaning on the house, and for the first time I can remember, the floors are not instantly refilling with fur and crumbly little bits of clay.
WindSparrow - Jan 02, 2013 7:05:31 am PST #24534 of 30001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Oh, Sean. How much love that takes. It's so tough. I am sorry you are going through this.