'Trash'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Even when I can bring myself to be grateful for the deeper compassion depression has brought me, I resent the pain it brings.
Yes. It's so weird, I was giving myself a pep talk this morning to get myself in the car and then to work and I thought to myself, WTF is wrong with me? Why is everything always so hard to get done? I can do stuff, and in a fairly efficient and normal-looking manner (thanks to half decent medication), but it is exhausting. Every day.
Which is to say, {{{Bitches}}}.
I forgot to say earlier, I could definitely use a round of the productivity game.
I thought to myself, WTF is wrong with me? Why is everything always so hard to get done?
Totally this! Like, right now I have a huge sinkful of dirty dishes, because the drain from the dishwasher's backed up (hence, plumber) and I know I have to have that sink clear for him to look at, and yet the dishes have been piling up unwashed since Thursday. Why didn't I just wash them? I dunno. So now, an hour before he's supposed to arrive, I'm trying to wash a bunch of dishes at the same time I'm proofreading 45 articles due to press tomorrow. Oh, yeah, I could've been doing that since Thursday too. WTF is wrong with me?
eta Wow, that sounds like I'm flaking off at work. In my own defense, I'm not. I meant I could have done it over the weekend, which was my birthday, so... no.
I forgot to say earlier, I could definitely use a round of the productivity game.
Yeah, me too!
Let's do it. I have so much shit to do, it is no longer amusing.
Do we want to take this to email or just go at it here?
here.
I need public accountability.
and sanctions.
I am happy to start.
What I need to get done by 9pm today:
1) draft paper proposal (my part ~700 words)
2) rough outline for plan of a 2nd paper proposal
3) pack.more.shit (spend ~2-3 hours on this task, more if possible)
4) think about a plan for dinner tomorrow
What I need to get done by 9pm today:
proofread 45 articles
finish washing dishes (by 1pm)
clean litterboxes
wash bed linens
put away laundry
The latest fun going on at work: [link]
Yes, while trying to move myself. Hmm, maybe that's why I'm so tired. t /snerk
Emeline was bored and driving me crazy asking me when her playdate is getting here (2:00).
She is now scrubbling the kitchen floor.