wrod. and not just because my life is No Fun Anymore. Ginger, one thing I learned reading submissions for a disability magazine is that some people don't give a shit about being boring. They think their struggle is inherently interesting.(I used to think that, too, before three years, unpaid, reading all of it.)

{{{Ginger}}} I wish I could be there too and bring you food because if you have to force yourself to eat, you shouldn't have to cook too. You're in my thoughts and there is tons of ~ma headed your way.

{{{Ginger}}} I wish I could be there too and bring you food because if you have to force yourself to eat, you shouldn't have to cook too. You're in my thoughts and there is tons of ~ma headed your way.

My neighbor keeps her grandson part of the week, and she claims she always makes too much when he's there. She's been bringing me some dinners.

Aw, Ginger. I'm so sorry it's so damn hard. I wish we had teleporter technology for real.

Is driving an hour just to get a sandwich and then drive home an hour crazy or is that just my RI mindset?

Ugh Ginger. So glad you get a week off the chemo. I recommend telling your doctor about the bone pain. If you aren't getting relief, they should be willing to change your pain meds to make sure you are adequately treated and not getting any break through pain.

Sending you much ~ma and strength. And never fear that you are boring us, we are hear to listen when you need it, and distract you when you need that too.

I'm glad to hear the update, Ginger. I've been thinking about you a lot.

sj, I would totally drive an hour for a good sandwich. But that's my southwest mindset talking, so I am maybe not the best judge. Right now, my SO is driving five and a half hours to go be the commencement speaker for two of our former students, and I am staying home, where I will drive an hour an a half to attend another student's graduation.

Anyway, I'm bummed that I'm not going with him, but it's for a good reason, even if this student's invite came last minute.

But it means I do have two bonus days with the SO out of the house, so I am going to do some flylady style crisis cleaning. Necessary because I haven't been doing the flylady style regular cleaning. But I think it's a good opportunity as we approach the end of the school year to try to get things in order for summer. I have paperwork to do as well, of course, but if I can get the house and office in order, I think I can finagle the paperwork over the next few weeks.

Will you guys keep me on task?

I mean, not right now, because obvs I need some morning internet time with my coffee and eggs. But in, like, half an hour and thereafter?

Ginger, thinking of you. And always glad to see your pixels.

OK, time to prepare for a day of NOLA drinking and debauchery.

(OK, that post seemed callous and strange. I was typing on the phone and maybe have a wee hangover.)

Seriously, though, I do wish we were closer and I do think of you all the time. I hope things get easier for you- and I second Burrell's suggestion of maybe seeing if your pain medication can be adjusted to give you some relief. I'm grateful that you felt OK to share what's going on with you. Thank you.