Oh no! I disabled Hangouts and haven't used it, but that sounds horrifying.

I just needed to come in here and vent. I'm in the middle of a ton of work stress and it is all related to cash flow. It's just crazy making and its one of my triggers that makes me feel like an absolute failure who has no right to have a business or be responsible for any of this let alone things that can effect my employees lives.

I have no business words. But you're awesome and we love you!

It is incredibly stressful and the bigger and richer the customer the more they jerk you around on payment. It can be .00000001% of their cashflow and make no difference at all to them, while being the difference of being able to make payroll and rent to the little guy. Sucks. Also, it isn't you. It is greed and callousness of the people that pay you! We often are forced to give more generous terms to get a project, then suffer trying to get to the payout day.

Cash flow is the WORST.

Preach.

Oh my. I wish I'd been here to offer support these last 5 or 6 months.

Are retroactive hugs fluffier and/or warmer? If so, have some!

One of my biggest shifts bidnez-wise in the last 20 years...and, to be brutally honest, my entire life...is that I finally got a handle on my incoming numbers. (I'm still working on the outgoing...mumble)

I had so many issues with money, blah, blah, blah and, finally, a client who lives in another country asked a question that I could not answer. I was mortified. Especially since I've faffed around for yonks trying to find a CRM or such to meet my peculiar needs. I'd get overwhelmed and just give up.

The moment for revolution came and I just put my head down and ventured into my own private nightmare...excel. Ginger used to help me with spreadsheets and I did my best to channel her grit.

It worked.

It took two full weeks, but I now have a BEE-U-TEE-FUL overview sheet that spans 3 full feet when printed...along with a miraculous invoice/receipt that automatically counts down my client package hours as they are used. It is decidedly low-tech, but it works for me right now.

I look at my (admittedly small) numbers every day. It's wildly liberating.

Enough about that...I'm glad to be with you again and am standing by to offer all the supportz!

Ginger would be happy that she inspired you. :)

Oh my. She really did. PDFs and spreadsheets. Rigorous logic.

Helpful in so many ways.

Sniff.

I need to scream into the void somewhere, and I know that some of you will understand. I'm just so exhausted, and frustrated to be constantly caught behind the financial 8 ball of cash flow issues. Why is it so hard for companies to just pay their invoices close to on time? I'm doing my best, but my little company just doesn't have a big buffer and right now I'm staring at $100,000 in past due payments. I should be fine right now, a little tight, but not completely screwed, and yet, here I am.

Hopefully at least some of this comes in via ACH in the morning. Okay, sorry to use this to vent, I'm just frustrated and disillusioned with all of it right now.