Good thing I have three siblings, or we'd be pretty stretched.

We talked about my mom cancelling her cataract procedure, but she's been waiting since at least December for this appointment. The good thing is that it's happening in the same hospital where my dad is, so depending on how she's feeling, she can just go visit my dad afterward.

My family are also worried that I am still contagious and my sister doesn't even want to stay with me, which is kind of silly. I will call my Drs. office tomorrow and talk to the nurse, just to make sure.

Oh Sue. too much.

I got a job application in. am shocked and pleased with myself. nothing quite feeds my low level depression like job applications.

Deep breaths, Suzi. Proud of you.

Way to go, msbelle!

Trying to make yourself do self-motivated type onerous tasks is the worst with the doldrums, much less depression.

I swear I could rescue children from a burning building with ease, and yet emailing my nice coworker to tell her I don't like the logo she made (that I asked her to make) makes me want to kill myself.

I hope the visiting works out, Sue, that'd be a nice silver lining. Your mom being able to visit your dad, I mean, I'm not sure what I hope for your sister and you.

Yay, msbelle, go you! I hate applying for jobs/looking for work so much more than any actual work I've done, and I do not really like working.

Nilly!baby! Yay!

msbelle, I have a yellow gecko on my fridge...

Spent 1/2 hour sanding. By hand. This is doable. Messy, but doable.

Huh. I asked my choir director (I sing with my parents' choir just at Christmas and Easter) about local choruses I might try out for, and he suggested really good ones. I am fairly flattered, but still somewhat skeptical. Huh.