I did not have a grilled cheese, but I did have a tasty roast beef sandwich for lunch.

I am having a bad day. Today's administering of sub-q fluids to Tzepesh was not as smooth or easy as yesterday's, and he hasn't eaten since Tuesday. We are going back to the vet today.

Also, Pete has a cold, and I can't concentrate enough on anything to work on the writing that NEEDS to be done.

I would like a do-over of this year, thanks. I would also like to curl up, take a very long nap, and have someone gently wake me with a tray of scones, tea, and maybe some storybooks they would read to me. Alternately, I would like to be transformed into a vampire and go on a killing spree. Either option is fine with me.

I was going to protest that my lunch was sincere, but I don't even know what's ironic anymore.

Eta: I wish you naps and killing sprees as your heart desires, Jilli.

Jilli, I've got a little list ....

and maybe some storybooks they would read to me.

Elizabeth Taylor always said the best part about being married to Richard Burton was that she made him read to her all the time, just to hear his magnificent voice. She'd go to sleep as he read fairytales to her.

I'm so sorry Jilli. I hope you at least get the nap and the tea and scones. I totes bring them to you and read to you if I were nearby.

I hope that you have stamps at home, becaus you have to brave the post office, it will not be pretty.

Brave the post office. Certified mail in this circumstance is worth it.

I have a question for the womenfolk. I'm going to TAM in July.

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A couple of the speakers, Lawrence Krauss and Richard Dawkins, have said and defended some boneheaded things about women in the last few months. They are both revered in the atheist/science/skepticism community. Krauss blamed teenage girls who were trafficked for prostitution for extorting one of his benefactors who went to jail for paying underaged girls for sex. "These girls knew what they were doing."

Because once you're exploited once, the hundredth time is okay, I guess.

And a butt ton of dudes are defending Krauss.

Dawkins called a woman hysterical for being angry at The Million Dollar Challenge put forth at a conference: The bet is a million dollars that any person in the audience could find a sex partner (without paying/bribery). Since no men would take the bet, but most women would, that is proof that women have the power in sex relationships.

Dawkins never thought about why. He never thought about the risk women bring to the table, and that it isn't power when you have to consider your health/reputation/social status can be harmed with casual sex. And that saying "no" is a protection of those things, and not always or mostly indicative of lack of drive/desire.

And the question remains, "why don't more women attend these conferences?" And the answer is usually, "because women are magic air fairies who don't think logically." OK, that was an exaggeration. But the usual mansplaining follows, and it's always some sexist evo-psych just-so bullshit.

So my questions: Do you ever feel that the weight of stupid sexism is so heavy, that you just want to pick up a baseball bat and start swinging? How do you keep your sanity?

How do you keep your sanity?

I watch Farscape?

Erm. Okay, that's not fair. But I do go out of my way to find thinkers and writers who deconstruct those sexist assumptions. I read Bitch, and Sociological Images, and Threadbared, and I have a bunch of great feminists on my flist, like Lucy Gillam and Lesley Hall, who are really good at poking holes in those arguments.

And then I do what I can to speak and act in support of women, and I try not to be judgmental (I usually fail), and I try to help my nieces grow up into strong women who know they can do anything, while still recognizing the barriers that society is throwing in front of them.

It sucks. But the alternative (giving in) is worse.

Brave the post office. Certified mail in this circumstance is worth it.

Whoops, already been picked up. I'm getting a refund, so I'm not too concerned. Though it would be nicer to actually get the refund than not, of course.