I don't understand an electric eraser... but the crazy miniatures are crazy small.
My onerous tasks today were figuring out how to use my regional center billable hours so that I can maintain Grace's Medi-Cal EPSDT in order to continue to have nursing.
I should also have called the pulmonary lab but fuck it.
I'm so damn tired.
I don't understand an electric eraser
When I was drafting it was a god-send! I erased a lot!
I played with crazy expensive electric erasers left over from drafting for APO projects. When the site was just a trailer, not a 3.5 m, 1 m and Sloan Telescope. Man, blast from the past.
My onerous task today was everything from waking up at 4:30 on.
And now I am showered, am going to read a magazine and hopefully be asleep by 9:30.
I AM A ROCK GOD.
I have a lot of erasing to do, and I want it clean.
I'm currently negotiating with my sister to see which of her exes I can sleep with. It's a longer conversation than you'd imagine.
I did one of my onerous tasks. Therapy was hard today. I may not finish my other onerous task (writing the proposal) tonight, because after talking to the therapist about all my projects, and all of the Stuff I Constantly Think About, she very pointedly asked when I relaxed and gave my brain down time. Er? In the bath? Sometimes? When I'm not writing in a notebook or fretting about the things I should be doing, but haven't?
Man, this mental health thing is HARD. Repressing like a Winchester is way easier. Not healthier, but easier.
Repressing like a Winchester is way easier. Not healthier, but easier.
That way lies THE END OF THE WORLD, sweetie.
Still negotiating with the sister.
When the hell did that happen???
That's awesome, Kathy. What's cool is that you're really loving it, too. I'm hoping yoga will be that for me.
If I ever go again, that is.
she very pointedly asked when I relaxed and gave my brain down time
Dude. Give your brain a break! You and your brain deserve it.
I hear you, Jilli. I seem to have two settings -- ON and OFF. I am constantly having to train myself to NOT think of "do it all or nothing."
You need some downtime, hon; but I get it, downtime is thinking time and that can kinda suck.
Repressing like a Winchester is way easier. Not healthier, but easier.
This is pretty much how I've lived my life. Not sure I recommend it.