We have a rainy/sleety thing going on here. It's not quite cold enough to be a "wintry mix", but as the day progresses, it will probably get worse. I walked to work today as to avoid the inevitable drama on the roads and having to clean off my car later. Plus, my parking space is on a hill, and I did not fancy trying to get out of it if it's slippery.

Onerous task for today? Laundry, maybe dusting/vaccuming. It's snowing too hard right now for any onerous tasks that require getting dressed.

I got nothing against porn, but AA just looks so...ick.

From everything I've heard, Dov Charney is a total sleaze. Memorably, he once wanked off in a limo during an interview. Which he denies, but I think he's lying. I avoid AA if at all possible - there are other options for USA-made and organic clothing. Plus, I saw someone last week wearing shiny spandex leggings as pants (regular shirt, not a tunic) and I blame them.

Why so sleazy, American Apparel?

They're losing lots of money so they're desperately trying anything?

From everything I've heard, Dov Charney is a total sleaze. Memorably, he once wanked off in a limo during an interview. Which he denies, but I think he's lying. I avoid AA if at all possible - there are other options for USA-made and organic clothing.

This, and every piece of clothing I've worn from them has fallen apart after two or three washes. I'm all in favor of paying Americans fair wages, but the other side of that deal is that they should be putting out a product that's at least on par with what I can get out of a Cambodian sweatshop.

Today's Onerous Task is going to be surviving. I was going to do the medical bills, but that's not going to happen.

Remember when I said that Lulu started eating again? NSM. She was up all last night with severe diarrhea, and I was up all last night cleaning it up, because it was pouring rain, so I couldn't let her wander blindly outside. So that was my second (mostly) sleepless night in a row, since the night before I had a healthy dose of anxiety attacks.

I called the vet this morning, and she said that she wanted me to bring her in right away, because she was concerned about her getting dehydrated, with her kidney problems. I tried to explain that I don't drive, and once I'm at work, I'm at work for the duration. And also that this is my first full week back since mid-November, and I'm swamped with meetings, and I had a meeting with my boss in ten minutes. She said that she might be able to get one of the vet techs to come to my house and get Lulu, but I would have to be there. I just couldn't wrap my head around it. Never mind that I only have $30.00 in my checking account until payday Friday. I just started sobbing on the phone with her. (This is a new trend!) She said that she has the day off tomorrow, and she'd really like to be the vet to see her. I said, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO."

And then I had to meet with my boss, and plan a week's worth of meetings, and the rest of the semester. I'm booked solid. Except that I can't even function.

This just isn't going to work. I have no time for a nervous breakdown.

Also, I'm irrationally pissed off that I spent $70.00 on flowers for E.'s wife last week, and only our operations manager chipped in. He tried to give me twenty bucks, like he knew that no one else would, but I wouldn't let him. Fuck you, office!

Coffee break!

Aw, amyth. I wish I could help.

Thanks. It would probably be better if I had slept. I'm just having trouble making decisions at the moment, and I'm having to make multiple decisions at once. Not good.

I just need to take it one thing at a time, and it will be all right.

Oh, amyth, I'm so sorry. Insent.

Crappity, amyth. I wish I lived nearer to you. I could be of some practical use. Damn it, I hate having nothing more than words to offer.