Oh, Amyth, I am so sorry. All of this at once is such a heavy slog for you. You are getting through it, which is the best that you CAN do, really. I wish strength and whatever comfort you can find each day.
Oh, Pacey! You blind idiot. Can't you see she doesn't love you?
Spike ,'Help'
Natter 67: Overriding Vetoes
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, nail polish, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Scrappy - Jan 20, 2011 7:42:16 am PST #17759 of 30001
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
SailAweigh - Jan 20, 2011 7:46:17 am PST #17760 of 30001
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb
{{amyth}} Your brain is protecting you right now. Trust it to know how much you can handle, because that is a serious amount of shit to process.
Daisy Jane - Jan 20, 2011 7:47:22 am PST #17761 of 30001
"This bar smells like kerosene and stripper tears."
amyth, I am so sorry about all of that.
Liese S. - Jan 20, 2011 7:50:21 am PST #17762 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
Oh, amy, that's so much. Yeah, dissociation is not entirely a bad thing right at this moment. Thanks for the update.
WindSparrow - Jan 20, 2011 7:51:50 am PST #17763 of 30001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
{{{amyth}}} you are having such a tough time, right now. I think Sail is right, about your brain. Right time, peaceful passing~ma for your dog. I wish I could wrap you up in a blanket made of love and comfort.
Typo Boy - Jan 20, 2011 7:53:09 am PST #17764 of 30001
Calli: My people have a saying. A man who trusts can never be betrayed, only mistaken.Avon: Life expectancy among your people must be extremely short.
Amyth I'm so sorry you are going through this. I remember how overload of grief can make you feel temporarily numb. It is a perfectly normal response.
SuziQ - Jan 20, 2011 8:01:13 am PST #17765 of 30001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Numb is your brain protecting itself. Normal. Even so, I wish I had that magic wand that makes everything better.
With CJ being suspended and me being "mean mom", we aren't going to go to the Food Network thing tonight. I am bummed but can't justify a fun outting for him.
Polter-Cow - Jan 20, 2011 8:09:45 am PST #17766 of 30001
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
Oh, amyth. I'm sorry all of this is happening at once. {{amyth}}
erikaj - Jan 20, 2011 8:10:16 am PST #17767 of 30001
"already on the kiss-cam with Karl Marx"-
Life is so hard, but it's over so soon. --Woody Allen
Liese S. - Jan 20, 2011 8:12:53 am PST #17768 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
In frivolous but awesome news, I can haz nailpolish. This year's haul is huge! You know, people, you don't really all have to put in more than you take out! It'll never end this way! We'll all be swallowed by polish!
Anyway, looking forward to swatching and choosing and putting in. I have some nice Nubar from the Venetian glass collection that I love, but knew when I bought wouldn't be great with my skin tone. And they aren't! But they will be for somebody.