I don't know why I'm so annoyed. I just hate making other people uncomfortable, and between my introvert roommate and my introvert whatever-don't-say-boyfriend-he'll-freak, I'm feeling like my very existence is offensive.

Uh, 'cause it's annoying?

Move down the street...!

{{{{{Maria}}}}} I'm so sorry. So much ~ma that the flooding isn't as bad as expected.

Am at bar awaiting StW. Later we're meeting the friends we made tubing. Too bad I have to be at work at 7am tomorrow - I'm in the mood to get drunk and possibly have loud sex. I hope a little alcohol soothes this knot in my stomach.

Thanks for all the support. I'm taking a vacation from dealing for tonight.

I'm taking a vacation from dealing for tonight.

This sounds like a very good plan.

I hope a little alcohol soothes this knot in my stomach.

Be careful- when I drink and I'm in a bad mood, things tend to go pear-shaped on me in a big way. (that may just be me though.)

smonster - that is totally ridonk. Like, amazingly entitled and ridonk. May she never be alone for the rest of her over-weaning, overly entitled life.

I'm a prapro!! Ask me how!

A brief whine. I want to be well. The cold backed off for the book festival, but then I got dizzy and sick to my stomach. I pulled something between coughing and throwing up. Now my head hurts, and I have a fever again. Make it go away. I have things to do. Also, Mr Peabody had another seizure.

Whine.

Your roommate be crazy. Dump her. I am sorry for her that she apparently can't find a place to live that she can afford that doesn't totally step all over her issues, but not sorry enough for her to think it's right for you to have to live with it.

I just had Homemade Mapo Dofu for dinner after a 2-hour scavenger hunt for ingredients - international market for the Asian ingredients, then farmer's market hoping for good local beef, then local organic grocery store for beef when the farmer's market failed, then going BACK to the grocery store for silken tofu when I realized I only had normal tofu in the fridge, not to mention a stop at the liquor store for dry sherry, only to realize when I got home that I had an unopened bottle already. Though on the plus side, I also bought the ingredients for a True Manhattan (c) at the liquor store (minus the cherries) so that's good.

Dinner was quite tasty. I don't know if it was worth the shopping effort, but at least I now have some fermented bean paste and homemade chili oil, so I can make it again with much less time, and can also do some other Szechuan cooking.

The Manhattan was absolutely worth it.

I would need a manhattan after all that food shopping!

....ooh. I kinda want to open a bottle of wine. But then I have the whole "but I'm drinking ALONE!" problem. Plus the "can't drink a whole bottle alone (and still get up in the morning)". Maybe I'll go get some beer.

I drink alone all the damned time. It's one or the beauties of being an adult. Go right ahead and open it, meara.