Death is your art. You make it with your hands day after day. That final gasp, that look of peace. And part of you is desperate to know: What's it like? Where does it lead you? And now you see, that's the secret. Not the punch you didn't throw or the kicks you didn't land. She really wanted it. Every Slayer has a death wish. Even you.

Spike ,'Conversations with Dead People'


Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Atropa - Aug 04, 2011 11:01:20 am PDT #26847 of 30000
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.

So, when I've hit the point of swinging between numb and wanting to cry, I think that means I should take half a Xanax. Oh, and eat lunch, and have coffee.

On the bright side, my agent is in town for a conference, so I'm meeting up with her tonight for drinks and socializing.


le nubian - Aug 04, 2011 11:02:50 am PDT #26848 of 30000
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."

Laga,

how long have you been with D?

are you scared, or just accepting of your current status?

CONGRATULATIONS. :-)


Calli - Aug 04, 2011 11:07:04 am PDT #26849 of 30000
I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul—Calvin and Hobbs

I figured that people survive, and I might as well be one of them.

I'm extremely glad you beat those odds, Ginger!


Scrappy - Aug 04, 2011 11:10:01 am PDT #26850 of 30000
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

Me too, Ginger!!!


Atropa - Aug 04, 2011 11:12:19 am PDT #26851 of 30000
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.

I figured that people survive, and I might as well be one of them.

Exactly! I'm very glad about that, Ginger.


Laga - Aug 04, 2011 11:12:36 am PDT #26852 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

I met D in ...2001? I know we were sleeping together by 9/11. Macabre way to mark time.

But we broke up within a year and remained friends, (occasionally more) then roommates.

I can picture myself loving noone but him until I get old. I am scared, maybe a little for him because I'm afraid what if he doesn't know what he wants?- maybe I'm not the best partner for him.

And it's not like I'm calling all my secondary partners who weep as I tell them I'm off the market. We've pretty much been monogamous for a year and a half.


§ ita § - Aug 04, 2011 11:19:02 am PDT #26853 of 30000
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

I thought he was a very persistent roommate. Now it is all clear.


Laga - Aug 04, 2011 11:26:28 am PDT #26854 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

It is weird being a bisexual girl whose partner doesn't want her to bring chicks home. Makes me feel kinda special.


§ ita § - Aug 04, 2011 11:29:40 am PDT #26855 of 30000
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

He's oppressing your bisexuality! That's not fair!

Good on you find your lobster, Laga. I wonder if I have one.


Laga - Aug 04, 2011 11:31:28 am PDT #26856 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

He's oppressing your bisexuality! That's not fair!

I swear this is exactly how I used to feel. And this guy, you guys. I was so dumb.

meanwhile I sat in front of my computer wishing ita dated girls.