So, when I've hit the point of swinging between numb and wanting to cry, I think that means I should take half a Xanax. Oh, and eat lunch, and have coffee.

On the bright side, my agent is in town for a conference, so I'm meeting up with her tonight for drinks and socializing.

Laga,

how long have you been with D?

are you scared, or just accepting of your current status?

CONGRATULATIONS. :-)

I figured that people survive, and I might as well be one of them.

I'm extremely glad you beat those odds, Ginger!

Me too, Ginger!!!

I figured that people survive, and I might as well be one of them.

Exactly! I'm very glad about that, Ginger.

I met D in ...2001? I know we were sleeping together by 9/11. Macabre way to mark time.

But we broke up within a year and remained friends, (occasionally more) then roommates.

I can picture myself loving noone but him until I get old. I am scared, maybe a little for him because I'm afraid what if he doesn't know what he wants?- maybe I'm not the best partner for him.

And it's not like I'm calling all my secondary partners who weep as I tell them I'm off the market. We've pretty much been monogamous for a year and a half.

I thought he was a very persistent roommate. Now it is all clear.

It is weird being a bisexual girl whose partner doesn't want her to bring chicks home. Makes me feel kinda special.

He's oppressing your bisexuality! That's not fair!

Good on you find your lobster, Laga. I wonder if I have one.

He's oppressing your bisexuality! That's not fair!

I swear this is exactly how I used to feel. And this guy, you guys. I was so dumb.

meanwhile I sat in front of my computer wishing ita dated girls.