I'm being a lazy day camp director this morning. I'm letting th ekids veg out to "Sonny with a Chance" on Netflix. We're going to the pool later so I'm not too worried about it.

I was quite upsetting last year when my ob started talking about advanced maternal age and then informed me that yes, I do fall into that realm. It's also been hard finding secondary infertility support groups - everything I've found so far has been primary.

DC area traffic looks crazytown because of this... [link]

Oh holy eff DC-istas!! Stay safe everyone!

mememe whining ahead.

if anyone has any emotional bubblewrap to spare, or general good-things~ma that isn't used up elsewhere, I'm Jr. Miss Anxiety this morning for no actual-factual reason. I hate this. It's better now that I cut the steroid dose in half (thanks Dr. Whosit), and I'm pretty sure the rest is because I'm pushing myself to stare down some professional fears, plus last year's family health stuff, and the HKF school drama, and the sinus-exhaustion. And it is nothing like many Buffistas have been going through this year, whatsoever, so I really should get over myself. So, yeah. I hate this. Generally speaking, I want good-things~ma for all buffistas, everywhere. Like, yesterday.

Happy birthday, Cass!

::hands over roll of emotional bubblewrap to Sox::

Happy birthday, Cass!

Oh, Sox, you're totally within your rights to freak out! Anxiety doesn't have to spring from really excellent reasons, it just exists! So here's hoping for some calm~ma.

Sparky, certainly not, we've loved hearing about your experiences and your sprog! I am at the magical number, but we're childless by choice. It does come up from time to time, and I wonder if we'll regret it, but for now, for our lives, it's been a good choice.

Sox, I'm thinking warm thoughts, and sending peace~ma to you.

~ma, Sox. I hope you can leave all of this behind when you get to the beach in a couple of weeks.

Happy birthday, Cass!