The "Fat Chick" thing I mentioned a few days ago is still plaguing me more than I can say, which made it a *stupendously* bad idea to go shopping for shorts today. But it's 94 degrees, and I need shorts. But, uh -- yeah. I didn't realize what I look like when I sit down. My mind is a very bad place right now. I feel like I should get on my knees and thank Tim for loving me despite what I look like. It is not good right now.
Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Aw Teppy, it sucks to feel that way.
Just don't get in front of a mirror and see how you look on your knees...
There are many times I am very glad I cannot see myself from behind. The rare occasions I do, I tend to be horrified. But since I never do, I am usually able to put it out of my mind and assume I look JUST FINE. (I tend to swing wildly between having an overinflated sense of my own looks, or thinking I look AWFUL)
I have seen you from behind. You do indeed look MIGHTY FINE.
Oy. Just today, I walked past a window in a sassy new dress that a friend gave me. While I feel pretty good about the cleanse I've been doing, and intend to continue on the 'clean food' path.
As I passed the window, I was struck by how ENORMOUS my backside is. Usually, I'm okay with it...genetics being what they are...but not today. Sigh.
It will get better, but ugh for now.
Don't suppose you have an hour or two to come help, amych? I'm probably getting pizza for everyone tomorrow for lunch.
Sorry to be so mememe right now.
Teppy, and everyone else struggling with BID today, I'm sorry you are having a rough time. I thought I was putting in enough hard time at that to fill the quota for this group. No need for all y'all to go above and beyond.
The one downside (or perhaps challenge is the better word) to dancing is doing it in a studio with lots and lots of mirrors. My teacher is forever admonishing me to not look at the floor. Took me a while to figure out why that was.
I feel like I should get on my knees and thank Tim for loving me despite what I look like.
First of all, he loves you because you're awesome. The BIDs can be strong, but just remember how much we all love your beautiful smile and luscious curves ;)
You are all so beautiful. I know this. I have been to prom.