Zoe ,'The Train Job'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Heheh. It's so weird the way you wake up, but feel the way you felt in the dream all day, isn't it?
I hate that, and there are two that will have me wake up crying and unable to shake the misery.
1) Jon is being horrible to me, and when I tell him he's hurting me, he acts like he doesn't care.
2) I do something that hurts a friend, or some of my friends and when I apologize or try to make up for it, they're mean about it.
Jilli, I am so sorry to hear about you and your dad's loss. 2011 better step the fuck back.
Man, quit harassing people in your dreams! Your dream dude is allowed to have his droid phone!I know, right? I could care less about the droid phone. It's not a bad phone, from what I can see. And there is one cool app not available on iPhone. Stargazer or some such, where you hold up the phone and it tells you what constellation you are looking at. Very cool. Very not available on iPhone. And very strange dream. But to keep me awake for HOURS after. That's what pissed me off.
If only there was a way to be productive when having insomnia, that allowed for falling asleep should the fairy depart.
My officemate has informed me that I don't understand how government works. And to explain to me how government works, he kept shouting "100 trillion unfunded mandates!" Then he wrote it on a piece of paper and circled it a bunch of times.
I am so ready for spring break.
Oh, Hil, any chance you could make "NON-craxy officemate" a condition of your next gig?
Oh, Hil, any chance you could make "NON-craxy officemate" a condition of your next gig?
I was just thinking to myself, "Did she take the craxy officemate with her?"
Oh my god, I'm so frustrated. (Not the printer issue this time.)
I saw the OB/GYN on Monday, and she took samples to send for lab tests. I still hadn't heard by today, so I called, and they had some of the results, but not all, because one of the tests takes a longer time to culture, so they weren't going to call until they had them all. Well, whatever, that's annoying, but since I called they gave me the results that were already in.
The HSV culture was negative, which the doctor told me had a strong chance of happening, since I had been having symptoms for probably 2 weeks before I saw her, which means that there might not have been enough virus to culture.
So the HSV diagnosis was based on the physical exam, and I believe her, but my symptoms aren't really any better yet even though I started Valtrex Monday night, so now I'm second-guessing her diagnosis, and wondering what in the hell is this [TMI for ladyparts] painful sore on my ladyparts that won't get better.
I don't know when I should be noticing any improvement now that I'm taking Valtrex, and now that the HSV culture is negative, don't know if I should keep taking it at all.
On Monday when I saw the doctor, and she told me the culture could very likely come back negative, she told me to keep taking the Valtrex even if the culture was negative. And I'm fine with that; I'll keep taking it, but -- I just want to feel better because it's really painful. And a positive HSV culture would have made me confident that this is the right treatment.
And I'm having a really hard time dealing with the diagnosis (assuming it's correct) anyway. I didn't expect it, and it's a big thing to wrap my brain around because it's NEVER going to go away. I have it forever. For goddamn EVER.
This is a really shitty week. And I can't stop crying and don't know what to do. No; I don't know what I *can* do.
Oh, balls. I called the OB/GYN just now to actually ask how long before I should notice improvement with Valtrex (I realized that would be the most efficient way to get information, instead of sitting on the couch and crying), and they're already closed for the weekend. Really? At 3:20 on a Friday?
Well, then, I guess I'll see how the next couple of days go. Woo goddamn hoo.
they're already closed for the weekend. Really? At 3:20 on a Friday?
Is there a service you can leave a message with?
Steph, I found this if it helps
Since its your first outbreak, its very difficult to tell how long it will last. Some people have very very bad first outbreaks that last two or three weeks. Other people get milder ones that only last a few days. Either way, the antivirals will help shorten the length. Either way, if you don't see any improvement in about two weeks - go back to your doctor.
Please know that, for most people, the first outbreak is the worst. It is rare for an outbreak to be as bad, or last as long, as the very first one. So no matter what happens, don't feel like its going to be like this forever. Your symptoms will get less severe, and your emotional pain will subside. It's hard to believe that, but its true.