Don't belong. Dangerous, like you. Can't be controlled. Can't be trusted. Everyone could just go on without me and not have to worry. People could be what they wanted to be. Could be with the people they wanted. Live simple. No secrets.

River ,'Objects In Space'


Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


smonster - Jan 27, 2011 12:48:50 pm PST #14094 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Happy birthday, Laga!

Zenkitty, no worries. It helps me when you do it but I get by when you don't.

Doood, I totally want that jacket.

Warning: venting ahead.

So today I broke a 6-ton jack, made Angry Girl cry, lost my temper (unrelated), didn't have the tools we needed, got lost on the way to the hardware store, they couldn't fix the jack and didn't have the chuck key we needed, came back to find that the FM had run a regular board where they were supposed to run a PT one, and the holes drilled in it will make it basically unusable. And generally presided over an epic number of fuckups, both mine and others', caught my most obedient FM talking back to me, had to text my site supvr repeatedly, making myself look like a clueless dumbass, And pretty much got very, very little done today, which is going to be hella embarrassing when said site supvr comes back tomorrow. Great googly moogly what a fucking day.

Angry Girl cried because she was starting to do something, I took it from her to show her the right way, and she stepped back so I did it and so she got pissed and cried b/c I "always take things from her" and how is she ever going to learn anything. I was like, next time just say, "I'll do it."

They have no drive, show no initiative, talk back, fuck around, and generally haven't learned shit. They don't seem to want to impress me at all. I don't know how to teach this stuff other than what I've done. I try to model the best behavior I can, but it's like they're not fucking paying attention. I have to tell them every little thing, including "put your toolbelt back on" when lunch is over. Jesus, don't stand around with your thumb up your ass, get back to what you were doing. Ideally I could get them going and work on something else, but they either fuck it up (stuff they should know how to do) or get done and stand around talking instead of asking me what's next or finding something to do.

Time for a drink, I think. Lord.


smonster - Jan 27, 2011 12:50:13 pm PST #14095 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Zenkitty, I meant to also say, I'm sorry your niece is such a total PITA and I wish you a peaceful trip. How is your sister doing? How are you doing?


omnis_audis - Jan 27, 2011 12:50:49 pm PST #14096 of 30000
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir

Happy Birthday Laga!! Are you doing anything this weekend? My sunday is open (aside from laundry and housework, and we all know how much I love doing that!) Let me know if you wanna do something! Movie? Lunch?


Maria - Jan 27, 2011 12:56:11 pm PST #14097 of 30000
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift

Happy birthday, Laga!

Ugh, Zen, I know how the clothing thing goes. Coping~ma for your trip.

Smonster, I don't have the capacity to put words together coherently today, but the work you do is good and don't beat yourself up over things you can't control. Much love, darlin'.

And I also wanted to thank all of you for worrying about me yesterday. Between all of you, my sister and my DH...well, that was saving my sanity and made me feel less alone. I've been home since 5:45 this morning, and I'm not getting back into a car until tomorrow.


smonster - Jan 27, 2011 12:58:39 pm PST #14098 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Maria, I am so glad that you are okay. I hope you got to rest a lot today.


Laga - Jan 27, 2011 1:01:15 pm PST #14099 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

Hi omnis!

I'm supposed to go out to dinner with family on Saturday but we may put that off if Mom still has a cold. Today I'm hanging around playing games all day. Tomorrow I'm going to see The Barrelhousers but planning to get home in time for Supernatural. Sunday I have no plans! Want to play Dominion?


Laga - Jan 27, 2011 1:06:11 pm PST #14100 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

Well... it looks like I don't have to rush home Friday night. What the hell, CW?


Zenkitty - Jan 27, 2011 1:16:24 pm PST #14101 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

How is your sister doing? How are you doing?

She is better, and I am better too. Being sick uses up all my energy reserves, so I have little left for putting up with my bratty niece.

smonster, you're a good person doing good work! If they were top of their game, they wouldn't need your help, right?


SailAweigh - Jan 27, 2011 1:18:00 pm PST #14102 of 30000
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb

Maria, good to see your pixels somewhere other than FB and GW parking lot! I hope you got lots of sleep.


brenda m - Jan 27, 2011 1:19:24 pm PST #14103 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Maria, so glad you made it okay.

And a good reminder to all of us in winter climes about the importance of having enough gas, a phone charger, etc. in the car when you hit the road.