Can't even shout, Can't even cry. The Gentlemen are coming by. Looking in windows, knocking on doors. They need to take seven, and they might take yours. Can't call to mom, can't say a word. You're gonna die screaming but you won't be heard.

Dream Girl ,'Bring On The Night'


Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


smonster - Jan 07, 2011 7:20:38 am PST #12515 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

DJ, they haven't shared any specifics with us.

I am pleased to report that today is going much better. Yayes. I still haven't had The Talk with Temper Girl, but I'm waiting on a call before I can do that.


Cashmere - Jan 07, 2011 7:21:09 am PST #12516 of 30000
Now tagless for your comfort.

Welcome home, Andi! You've been missed!


-t - Jan 07, 2011 7:23:17 am PST #12517 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

So glad you are home, Andi!


Steph L. - Jan 07, 2011 7:24:18 am PST #12518 of 30000
I look more rad than Lutheranism

Andi, I read your Beep Me post, and welcome home!!!

Please let us know if we can help, whether it's to post entertaining links, or to vent to us, or just to be in this with you.

Obviously no one can ever totally understand someone else's difficulties, but I *so* understand the evil combination of major depression and body image demons. So very very much. If you ever want to talk about it, know that this is NOT a place where you'll be met with "Why don't you just try this?" or "Well, you should have done THAT!"

Nope. Only love. Be good to yourself, and bask in Daniel-love and cat-love.


sumi - Jan 07, 2011 7:24:31 am PST #12519 of 30000
Art Crawl!!!

Andi, so glad to see your font.


Laura - Jan 07, 2011 7:25:20 am PST #12520 of 30000
Our wings are not tired.

Welcome back, Andi! You have been missed.


smonster - Jan 07, 2011 7:27:02 am PST #12521 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Andi!! ::smish:: That is indeed an evil and powerful duo, and I hope the meds kick in and help you battle them. Nasty little fuckers, they are.


sj - Jan 07, 2011 7:28:59 am PST #12522 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Andi, welcome back! And what Teppy said, anything you need at all, please don't hesitate to ask.


Ginger - Jan 07, 2011 7:31:44 am PST #12523 of 30000
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda

We missed you, Andi. The body-image demons have been poking their nasty fingers at my double chin and other jiggling parts of me too. I hope that chemistry triumphs for you and you find some of the peace that your words have given us.


Barb - Jan 07, 2011 7:32:33 am PST #12524 of 30000
“Not dead yet!”

Oh, Andi, darling, so, so good to see your pixels! Echoing smonster's ::smish:: and adding many mwahs of love.

Here's to the meds helping you battle the demons from one end of the spectrum and hopefully, you'll feel like you can rely on us to help from the other end. We are very good with baseball bats and withering commentary to beat the little bastages back.

We're also very pretty. Especially YOU.