Condolences, Daisy. And yeah, you totally have the right to lose your shit at this point. It is hard when you don't have someone to grieve with, and when the person you're grieving was your connection.
Mal: How come you didn't turn on me, Jayne? Jayne: Money wasn't good enough. Mal: What happens when it is? Jayne: Well... that'll be an interesting day.
'Serenity'
Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Liese S. - Dec 20, 2010 8:57:13 am PST #11351 of 30000
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
Glamcookie - Dec 20, 2010 8:58:14 am PST #11352 of 30000
I know my own heart and understand my fellow man. But I am made unlike anyone I have ever met. I dare to say I am like no one in the whole world. - Anne Lister
I'm so sorry, DJ. Thinking of you.
amych - Dec 20, 2010 9:01:49 am PST #11353 of 30000
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
Oh, DJ, honey - that's all so, so hard. In particular, this:
in addition to losing that person, I don't have him here for his passing.
has me all teared up at my desk, because it's just such a deep kind of loneliness. Lose your shit as needed.
Laga - Dec 20, 2010 9:17:08 am PST #11354 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.
{{{Daisy Jane}}} I can tell from your post what a great guy Bobby was. I'm very sorry you are feeling so alone. I'm glad we can lend some virtual comfort so at least in here you've got somebody.
Nora Deirdre - Dec 20, 2010 9:25:29 am PST #11355 of 30000
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
I'm so sorry, DJ. If there's anything I can do, please let me know.
Daisy Jane - Dec 20, 2010 9:32:11 am PST #11356 of 30000
"This bar smells like kerosene and stripper tears."
Oy. Got an email back from, "BUT WE NEEEEED IT TODAAAAAY!!!" whiner dude: "Who knew URLs were case sensitive ;)" Die.
Thanks, Nora. I'm sure I will be fine and all, just apparently not today.
Laga - Dec 20, 2010 9:34:33 am PST #11357 of 30000
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.
Oh for crying out loud! Long distance stabbity-stab for whiner dude and all others who use emoticons in business correspondence.
Daisy Jane - Dec 20, 2010 9:56:47 am PST #11358 of 30000
"This bar smells like kerosene and stripper tears."
I sent out an email saying I didn't want to do this early push to production because I was sure it would cause us grief. In fact, my exact words were, "I am extremely concerned that this is going to cause us grief. I understand if it has to get done, it has to get done, but I foresee problems."
Now everyone is freaking out that stuff is up 14 hours early.
I'm fucking Cassandra over here.
P.M. Marc - Dec 20, 2010 10:08:30 am PST #11359 of 30000
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear
Oh, Daisy. I wish I could give you a hug and a bottle of good scotch right now.
meara - Dec 20, 2010 10:18:56 am PST #11360 of 30000
Argh. My flight to Frankfurt is delayed three hours. Which is fine (I get to hang out in the first class lounge here?) except it means I'll miss my flight to Vienna. And then the counter lady checking me in said she couldn't fix it, and I could either come to the lounge or get in a different long line (Bo separate line for first or business either). So I come to the lounge (past security and in another terminal) and the lounge lady says she can't even see hat the next flights would be--and that the checkin lady says she told me to get in the other line. WTF? She sai shed try to fix it on the phone. But still. I have been emailing with my brother who is meeting Me there, and he switched his bus to later but has no idea when I'll get there so hard to meet me !!!