So I'm coming to the conclusion Lady Gaga likes a) acting out murders and b) being as naked as possible.
Natter 65: Speed Limit Enforced by Aircraft
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Everything with mac seems fine now. I may try to sneak the drawing of me with a knife in me to work next week so I can scan it.
I would like to go to bed. him, nsm.
Therapy hopefully allowed him to get some of his mad out. ( I'm guessing here, though the drawing is upsetting, it was a means of saying I AM ANGRY AT YOU in the most rudimentary form, communicating it without you know, actually throwing down.)
oh sure, that is exactly what it is. Just like the note he wrote me over a year ago that said I smelled like poop. I want to frame it, but I am not sure where it got to.
Heh. I remember once tearing up a love note my mom had written to me in front of her (I had saved it because it always made me feel good) when I was somewhere between 12 and 14. I was SO MAD I couldn't even yell at her, so I destroyed something she'd given me out of love. So transparent, that.
Hours later she found me sobbing in my room, frantically trying to tape it back together again.
I wonder whatever happened to that. I probably still have it somewhere.
....I have no idea what I was SO MAD at her about. Those were really emotionally bad years. Even at my worst in the past decade or so, and there were some really really bad doldrums, I never want to repeat that age. Ever.
I'm trying to imagine my mother writing me a love note when I was young. She'll send me kinda schmoopy emails once in a blue moon these days (okay, once on my birthday, and migraine-related sympathy), but growing up? In my late teens I finally asked her if she'd ever been proud of me. She looked surprised at the question, and not in an "Of course so!" sort of a way.
I'm pretty sure all of the love notes I've gotten from relatives have been on bananas.
I just got someone else's work email. It's late for that! I'll write back tomorrow.
I'm pretty sure all of the love notes I've gotten from relatives have been on bananas.
what now?
Oh, and putting on an old Criminal Minds reminds me that my bartender tonight was the French Matthew Gray Gubler.
what now?
If you scratch something on a banana in the morning, it shows up brown by lunchtime. Cute!