I wish there was rehab for smoking. I'm angry and cranky and just totally caved under my own weight of anger and crankiness to have a cigarette. My first in 6 days and I'm trying to not be super hard on myself but I feel weak and stupid and horrible and more than a little nauseated.
Willow: Happy hunting. Buffy: Wish me monsters.
'Beneath You'
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Aims - Nov 16, 2009 11:21:28 am PST #656 of 30000
Shit's all sorts of different now.
Zenkitty - Nov 16, 2009 11:33:01 am PST #657 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
But, Aims, that's six days without one! That's good! It'll get easier, really it will.
sj - Nov 16, 2009 11:36:16 am PST #658 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
(((Aims))) You can do it!
I spent an hour looking for my wallet, which of course was at the dentist's office. Picked up TCG, who is doing finr, and now we're waiting for perscriptions. Still need food. I fail at adulthood.
-t - Nov 16, 2009 11:37:21 am PST #659 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
{{Aims}} You had that one. Don't have another one. You got through six days with none, you can definitely get through the rest of today without any more, right?
-t - Nov 16, 2009 11:38:29 am PST #660 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
I fail at adulthood.
Nope, not even close.
Aims - Nov 16, 2009 11:39:34 am PST #661 of 30000
Shit's all sorts of different now.
you can definitely get through the rest of today without any more, right?
I am for sure going to try. I have class and then errands and then stuff to do at home and then sleep and then tomorrow is another day. I'm onto my (admittedly dorky) affirmations right now and trying to take my own advice I've given to people. One bad day does not negate the good days I had right before. Of course, being caught crying at your desk by your boss is still embarassing as hell.
-t - Nov 16, 2009 11:41:49 am PST #662 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Of course, being caught crying at your desk by your boss is still embarassing as hell.
I know it is, but I think it shouldn't be. If you have to cry then god damn it that should be all right.
You can do it, Aims, *|o/*
JZ - Nov 16, 2009 11:43:15 am PST #663 of 30000
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
I fail at adulthood.
sj, I'd like you to meet JZ, who not only has a complete set of keys in her purse, but has extras in: her backup purse, her desk drawer at work, the keyring at home, the glove compartment of the car, and her mother's purse. I've long since given up on thinking I will ever be someone who doesn't lose her keys, and have moved on to compensating by littering the landscape with extras. Trust me, one lousy misplaced wallet barely puts you in the adult failure ballpark--and a single-A park, at that. You'll never make the majors if you go around finding your lost things completely unharmed!
SuziQ - Nov 16, 2009 11:45:01 am PST #664 of 30000
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Loves that JZ uses baseball analogies.
Still Monday here. Bleh.
sj - Nov 16, 2009 11:46:51 am PST #665 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
JZ, I am just beating myself up because I should have checked back at the dentist first. I've given up on the idea that I will ever stop losing things, and my mom also has back up keys for me!