I feel better today. Boy, did I feel gross yesterday. I still don't feel great, but better enough to do some work.

P.S. when you come up against something that you end up having to say "NO LUNCH UNTIL...." the formula that I use is, "Well, ___ needs to be done, and then we can have lunch/go to the store/watch tv. Let me know when you are ready."

Excellent! Thank you.

Feeling super overwhelmed today, like I have 3 jobs (actual job, volunteer work job for a big project that is next week, landlord job for condo in MA) and I am unable to focus on any of them. I try to organize my time and make lists, but I am just super flail-y and want to hide.

Maybe I wasn't ready to go back to work yet? Also, I am still unmedicated due to an Tino-esque insurance situation?

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Also, I am still unmedicated due to an Tino-esque insurance situation?

Damn it, I have drugs to send you. And to smonster. If my life wasn't turning into a pile of crap with glass, I would have already sent them. I'm going to leave myself a big note to do that. If not tomorrow, then Friday, since I'm off work.

Sorry.

Trudy, you're a good person.

My neighbor died this week from something that sounds like what Teppy's"in-law" had. In her way, she liked us, but she was sort of like Mrs. Kravitz on drugs. But she'd not been doing well for the last year or so. But her "By the time you read this, I'll be dead" message for her ex-husband was just "Fuck you,"(From 2004. And she never threw it out.) She was even more addicted to the last word than nicotine. Fucked up, right?

Damn it, I have drugs to send you. And to smonster. If my life wasn't turning into a pile of crap with glass, I would have already sent them. I'm going to leave myself a big note to do that. If not tomorrow, then Friday, since I'm off work.

Please don't worry about it. You've been going through so much. I actually have a prescription here but the $&#)&)@ insurance company won't fill it completely for whatever reason. You are not responsible for my mental health!

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

Went with, "Oh! I'm not quite done making lunch yet! Why don't you change these while I finish up."

Smooooth

You are not responsible for my mental health!

Actually, I control it from afar.

I do have to mail my brother's birthday card, so I can mail your drugs out. I don't need them, can't take them, so if someone can use them, I'd rather not waste them.

Which reminds me, I also have generic prozac (floxetine), 10 mg (I think) that I don't need. About 2 weeks' worth, if anyone uses it.

Finally, I'm going to cry, I swear. But from gratitude this time. You know how, when you're upset/overwhelmed, you can maintain some semblance of equipoise as long as people *aren't* nice to you, but if someone does something nice, you lose your shit? Well, *I* do that.

Anyway, I posted on FB about the dead air conditioner saga, and that the solution for now seems to be getting 2 window units. A local friend who just moved into a house from an apartment commented on my post saying she has window units that are just sitting in her shed, so we could borrow them.

I seriously almost lost it.

If they're the right size for our windows and we could borrow them, that would be SUCH a relief.

You know how, when you're upset/overwhelmed, you can maintain some semblance of equipoise as long as people *aren't* nice to you, but if someone does something nice, you lose your shit? Well, *I* do that.

Oh, this is so me.

I'm glad to hear about the possible A/C solution!