Hello. Back from NO.

Shir, my dear, my heart is with you. I'm so sorry.

I am coming down from my adrenaline high. Back to work and worries and reality. And I'm pretty sure that I'm breaking up with D tomorrow. He was just super needy this week and I'm starting to learn that he's emotionally manipulative in a very Eeyore way. ::sigh::

I missed my Bitches. I read every post, even if I didn't do a massive meara.

{{{{smonster}}}} I'm sorry it didn't work out with D.

{{shir}}

{{smonster}}

the "everyone" e-mail has been released to work. It is no longer a secret. Whew. Now to face the barrage of questions a million times.

{{shir}}

{{smonster}}

{omnis}

And I think it is time for our AndyCat. He just seems to be confused.He knows us and our voices, but he really isn't himself. If he doesn't chose to go before than, I think it is tomorrow evening.

Good luck, omnis. You're doing the right thing, don't forget it.

{{meara}} and {{{smonster}}}

And beth, oh. My heart goes out to you all. {{{}}}

Lou made it through the night, but hardly ate his yogurt-with-drugs this morning, not to mention his food. When I looked into his bowl, I saw little bit of blood. But damn, I was so happy to go downstairs and find him alive this morning. He's still waggling his tail when he sees me, but he must feel uncomfortable.

I'll try and insist on the "remember we said we won't let him suffer?" today, and expect The Call later today, or tomorrow.

This still doesn't feel real, in a way similar to the "Gosh, I'm hope I'm not overreacting" feeling I have.

{{{Shir}}}

And Hil, I'm sorry about that job. Forgot to write it.

Shir and beth, we know that there really are no words that help at these moments. I'm thinking of you, and sending you love and prayers for peace.

Oh Shir and Beth, I am so sorry. So much love to you both.