sending out the ma~~~`
went to bed at 10
woke up at1230
finished my book
sigh
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sending out the ma~~~`
went to bed at 10
woke up at1230
finished my book
sigh
I was unwillingly awake until 3 am. Good-bye ADs, hello insomnia. Good thing I'm leaving early from work to get on the road, instead of navigating wintry roads after dark, on 2 hours 45 minutes sleep.
Seska, thanks for that link!
Good morning, sweet Bitches.
Talked to my BFF for hours last night. Felt like high school, except in high school we didn't do that because our folks couldn't afford it. We were both having little crises, and now we feel better. It's great to have someone who understands you and thinks you're wonderful anyway.
OMG. So my wracking coughing over the last few days has now led to lower back spasms to the point where I can't stand or walk or sit, or hardly even move while lying down. Intensely painful when I cough (so I am trying not to do that) and sneeze (can't help doing that.)
I have taken a muscle relaxant (Flexeril), an ativan, and have a topical lidocaine patch on my back. I am FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.
{{{Nora}}} Maybe a hot bath?
I am too scared that I wouldn't be able to get out of it once I got in...
Sorry, Nora. I didn't think of that. I hope you manage to find some relief soon.
Not even money motivates me to get past the block of anxiety, and I don't even know why. I have no clue what I'm afraid of.
Seriously! I have over $2000 to get reimbursed via my FSA, and I know it won't take me long to do the paperwork, and yet...
There was just a commercial for a new Cutting Edge movie. I know I'm going to have to watch it.
Toe pick!
I'm trying to decide whether to go into my office today. I'm kind of groggy, and I really want to stay off my feet today, but I've got some work I really ought to do. I could take today to work and then rest tomorrow, I guess.
Yay, a trip to the bathroom resulted in excruciating pain, the sweats, the shakes, and nausea to the point I really did think I was going to throw up and pass out.
Back in bed now. Nice bed. Good bed.
Took off the lidocaine patch, in case that was making things worse.
Please Jebus, please don't make me have to get out of bed for a good long time.