Don't wanna be at work.

I'm at work, but I'm alone. There may be napping.

I am taking all the advice aimed at sara, I really need to hydrate more and I need to stretch some during the day. I did something to my hamstring the other day and then two nights ago I had a massive calf cramp in the middle of the night. Then yesterday while favoring the leg because of sopreness from the cramp, I catch my foot on a stair and go tripping which re-pulls the hamstring. grrr.

I am in that mindspace where everything I am presented with seems like OMG! really! one. more. thing. **(example at end) BAD HEADSPACE. I need to get out of it pronto. And people are tired of me bemoaning and are starting to counter my complaints with devil's advocate scenarios, which honestly I am not ready to hear. Stuck in complaint and dwell on things mode is no good and just keeps me from moving on towards help and solutions, I know this (thus writing here to GET IT OUT). Today I will be "faking it, 'til I make it" as a moved on/take action msbelle.

• *Last night my buzzer buzzes and someone has left a fairly large bix at my door. I have not ordered anything so I am confused. For a second I think I was sent a surprise (and then think, this is pretty big, just as I am getting rid of tons of stuff, I am not sure this is what I need) and get a wee excited. Then I look at the address label and it is not to me, it is to a person I do not know at all, not a neighbor on my floor. So then I go to that headspace I mentioned above - OMG, now I have to deal with this, find who this belongs to, or find who sent it, or something. Turns out the apartment # has been reversed and it IS someone in my building. The End.

Me neither. Oh wait. I don't have to go to work today. Noah and I are going to the treehouse social club for a playdate and breakfast, then lunch with ita, (right ita?) and then naptime.

oh msbelle! It's understandable that everything feels like one more thing. And devil's advocate is sometimes but rarely helpful unless one asks for it.

Now I kind of want to send you a big giant surprise box, but I wouldn't know what to send.

Now I kind of want to send you a big giant surprise box, but I wouldn't know what to send.

Salamanders? (I think they eat bedbugs.)

Neil Gaiman's bookshelves.

Thanks Kat.

Look at me I am doing the work being emailed to me RIGHT AWAY!

Tom, those are awesome. I love how his shelves are unbroken. Not book cases at all. ALSO, I love that even he has double-deep books on some shelves.

Neil Gaiman's bookshelves.

Gorgeous.