Mal: How come you didn't turn on me, Jayne? Jayne: Money wasn't good enough. Mal: What happens when it is? Jayne: Well... that'll be an interesting day.

'Serenity'


Spike's Bitches 44: It's about the rules having changed.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


beth b - Jul 15, 2009 5:35:10 pm PDT #16791 of 30000
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

I'm sorry Anne. You and my DH seem to be in the same place


JZ - Jul 15, 2009 5:39:59 pm PDT #16792 of 30000
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

Yayayayayay Glam and DW and Little Glamboy!

{{{Anne}}} That's a terrible, demoralizing place to be emotionally. It's also a place many of us know all too well--which sucks, but at least you're so very far from alone. Vibing general life get better~ma at you.


Aims - Jul 15, 2009 5:40:27 pm PDT #16793 of 30000
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Oh Anne, I am so sorry that life is hanging heavy on you right now.


Anne W. - Jul 15, 2009 5:48:36 pm PDT #16794 of 30000
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

Thank you all very much. I know this will pass, but I'm very tired of being tired.

I'm also tired of being in a state of mind where all I can see is what I'm doing wrong. Tired and a little frightened, because that can lead to one hell of a self-fulfilling prophecy.


Trudy Booth - Jul 15, 2009 5:52:21 pm PDT #16795 of 30000
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart

Oh Anne, I'm so sorry. That's a particular hell that's so hard to move out of. Someday it will be a memory. I promise.


SailAweigh - Jul 15, 2009 5:56:03 pm PDT #16796 of 30000
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb

{{Anne}} That is a very sucky headspace to be in. I hope it clears quickly for you.


WindSparrow - Jul 15, 2009 5:57:18 pm PDT #16797 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

{{{{{Anne}}}}}


-t - Jul 15, 2009 6:25:35 pm PDT #16798 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

{{Anne}} I'm so sorry. The job wearing you down, I hate that, and I really hate the way it slips over the bounds of the job and infects the rest of your life. I hope things get better soon.


meara - Jul 15, 2009 7:09:32 pm PDT #16799 of 30000

Oh Anne, that suck. I hate that feeling.

But YAY for the GlamBaby, and for PC's car issue working out. I still have a dent in my passenger side door because I didn't realize it happened until forever later...since I never go on that side, I have no idea when it happened!


Hil R. - Jul 15, 2009 7:12:21 pm PDT #16800 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

{{{Anne}}}

I really need to find something better for my ankle. I can't keep having nights like this.

I'm pretty sure this means no rollerblading in Maine. Maine is the best place for rollerblading -- the neighborhood where we stay has almost no traffic, and the streets were only paved recently and are still really smooth. Put on wheels, and I can go zoom.

I think my shoulder is almost better enough for me to try trapeze again, though. So I can fly, even if I can't go zoom. Maybe. I'll try kayaking first, and if my shoulder survives that, then I'll try trapeze.