Dear Insomnia Fairy,

Bite me.

No love,
Kristin

Oh, Kristin. Poor you! I hope you're sleeping now!

So, I'm going to ask for a load of ~ma. I'm about to shower and head into work for what could be a very difficult meeting with my bosses. I really love my job, and do NOT want to have to walk away from it. But, I know in the back of my mind that I might have to. That would cause all sorts of other fun issues!

So, work~ma, meeting~ma, calm~ma for all of us, and resolution~ma would all be greatly appreciated!

All the ~ma in the world, vw.

And meeting ~ma for Matt.

Kristin, I hope you got some sleep and that you are, at this moment, slumbering like the proverbial baby.

~ma for vw.

Flings a boot at Kristin's insomnia fairy.

my sister is in biotech -- 1st interview - -8 hour day 5 or 6 people.

My version of HELL.

Actually, now that I think about it, interviews have always been so scary for me because a) I never had any experience (too many career changes) and b) I desperately wanted to please. Teaching may have taken the edge off both of those. Yay teaching!

(Education likes carrots.)

my sister is in biotech -- 1st interview - -8 hour day 5 or 6 people.

I had one of these for a position where I'd have been supporting a group of neurosurgeons. And it was down to me and one other candidate and I didn't get the job and the hiring person just left an answering machine message for me (at my friends' house where I was staying) after I had to call him about it. It was over 10 years ago and I'm still pissed about it. FUCK YOU Univ of MD neurosurgeon assholes!

anyway, fuck you also cancer. And good luck vw!

Sorry the interview didn't go well, meara. At least you know that the big boss might be someone you'd have issues with down the road if they did hire you anyway. I mean, who wouldn't like you?! That's insane.

I think that insomnia fairy got my dog last night. He was up for an hour and a half pacing and needing to go out and having accidents inside anyway. And I feel terrible because my boyfriend is here now and his sleep was affected too. although he was a total sweetheart about it. anyway, getting old sucks. the dog I mean. Although I'm feeling all my years pretty hard today too.

FUCK YOU Univ of MD neurosurgeon assholes!

That made me laugh....

That made me laugh....

what I really wanted to say, but I couldn't remember the name of it without googling was:

FUCK YOU Univ of MD neurosurgeon assholes! Fuck you and your gamma knife!!

SO I feel like total Donna Downer lately and wouldn't blame anyone at all if they were to roll their eyes and "Pfft", but I'm a bit freaked out.

Last week, I got a blood draw to check my hormone levels. I think I remember my doctor saying something about checking my thyroid levels too, but I don't know. Anywhoodle, I called them this morning to get the results and my hormones are fine, but my thyroid levels are very low.

In my mind, I know that it's probably just hypothyroidism which would explain the cold and exhaustion, but irrationally, I'm scared as hell. So many things running through my mind.

Buh-lah.

t feel free to skip this post

(((((Aims))))) I'm sorry you've had so much to deal with lately. Health-ma for your sister and let it be nothing-ma for you.