Ugh. I've been thinking about you and Plei today. I'll start shoving cupcakes through the tubes, stat.
Sometimes I miss having powers... Oh. Oh! I know what this is! This is peer pressure! Any second now you're gonna make me smoke tobacco and--and have drugs!
Anya ,'Showtime'
Spike's Bitches 43: Who am I kidding? I love to brag.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
brenda m - Jan 22, 2009 12:37:39 pm PST #8651 of 10000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Cass - Jan 22, 2009 12:59:02 pm PST #8652 of 10000
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Please to be sending chocolate cupcakes, tasty drinks, and MCR my way.
::packages chocolatey drinks and one perfect razzle, dazzle cupcake up::
I hear that lawless lives are quite the rage these days.
Sean K - Jan 22, 2009 1:00:02 pm PST #8653 of 10000
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
I'm really full of self-doubt and not-thinking-I-can-hack-it-ness today. On top of the craptasticness of the last six months, I've had several really big jobs, that I was looking forward to, and hoping to do well on. I was hoping to hit at least one (if not all of them) out of the park. I came away feeling that I mostly failed to come through at all. And the stressors in my life, despite many plans to the contrary, aren't in a hurry to leave.
I'm really feeling like I don't have what it takes, and since this is the only thing I'm any good at or want to do, well....
I think at some point I was planning to post this in Good By and Good Riddance, but I put it here instead. I'm feeling pretty useless and incompotent, and apparently full of self pity, too.
Shir - Jan 22, 2009 1:00:06 pm PST #8654 of 10000
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".
Barb, ~mas and a lot of them are own their way to you and the family.
Ginger - Jan 22, 2009 1:00:17 pm PST #8655 of 10000
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
Ugh. I've been thinking about you and Plei today.
Me too, since I saw the news. I'm smearing chocolate frosting on my modem right now. It should get to you soon.
Atropa - Jan 22, 2009 1:04:20 pm PST #8656 of 10000
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
::packages chocolatey drinks and one perfect razzle, dazzle cupcake up::
Whoo-hoo! Razzle-dazzle cupcakes are my favorite.
I hear that lawless lives are quite the rage these days.
Ooh, you don't say? Hmmm.
Ugh. I've been thinking about you and Plei today.
We both escaped the axe (or at least, that's what it seems like), but morale around here is not exactly fantastic.
sj - Jan 22, 2009 1:08:25 pm PST #8657 of 10000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
{{{Jilli}}} I'm sorry you're having a stressful day.
{{{Sean}}} I hope things get easier for you soon.
brenda m - Jan 22, 2009 1:08:41 pm PST #8658 of 10000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Oh honey. I hate seeing you so down on yourself. I have faith that you're judging yourself too harshly and hope this bleakness passes soon. It's been a rough road.
Pix - Jan 22, 2009 1:11:00 pm PST #8659 of 10000
We're all getting played with, babe. -Weird Barbie
Happy Birthday, Andi!
{{{Sean}}}
{{{Barb}}}
{{{Jilli}}}
All my hugs are belong to my Bitches.
Shir - Jan 22, 2009 1:11:42 pm PST #8660 of 10000
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".
Sean, listen. I don't know you very well, or well, or probably at all, but I do know this: from what I've been reading here from you and about you, you're a wonderful, caring human being. And here's the trouble with wonderful caring human beings: they tend to underrate themselves and how much they mean to this world and their environment, very very much. You deserve all the rest and fun and joy one can get: and I'm so fucking positive you'll get it. Really. Another thing I know is that you're probably one of the strongest people I ever heard of, and if you'll choose one way or the other, it's not because "you don't have what it takes": it's because there are too many stupid fucking wars one has to fight on this very (sometimes) stupid planet, and you choose where to channel your amazing energy to. And another thing I guess is, that I don't know how much reading this would help. And maybe these are just few sentences, instead of the usual {{}}, and maybe I'm wrong about the vibe from your post, so I'll shut up now.