the Wincest train

Oh dear. I mean, I've been staying away from the fandom since I'm (as usual) WAY behind on the viewing. But for obvious reasons I'm a little horrified at this phrase.

I'm just going to hide out in the corner here for a little bit. My DH just got home from a 32-hour flight back from B-dad, asked about my car, was in the middle of yelling at me (technically, *near* me) about the $1600 of brake work I'd just had done, when Mal piped up with "The big truck hit your car, Daddy!"

So I didn't get to manage the information flow, and things are a bit tense.

And I just found out that, while my job doesn't have the day off, Mal's daycare will be closed for the zombie apocalypse Inauguration.

Hey, is there anyone with large feet who would like these shoes for the cost of shipping. [link] I found them still in the box at the back of a closet. Danskos, size 41, never worn.

Ooh, me! Did you not like them?

'In my prayers' - in my heart?

Bless you Fay. I understand the stickiness of not wanting to say something we don't exactly mean...for lack of 'better words.'

At the same time, I've decided that 'prayer' is simply focused intention and all good thoughts, in whatever form, are sincerely appreciated.

I learned a lesson about the potential tyranny of terms during a very dark hour in my life when I would actually cringe at the sound of the word "god", or the implication of affiliation to any over-arching authority in our lives.

I was listening to Marianne Williamson at the behest of someone who was worried for me and whom I respected completely. I was confused as to why this friend would ask me to be open to someone spouting tranditional Christian terminology when she knew my resistance to such things.

As I was about to tsk and dismiss, MW said, "Ya know. You can reject anything by putting a label on it. But sooner or later, you have got to [which I have interpreted as 'have the opportunity to] fall to your knees and recognize that you are not alone." Since feeling completely alone in the Universe happened to be my pain of the moment, I really wanted to believe that. And I took 'fall to your knees', not as suplication, but as recognition of the potential benefit of a school of thought outside the one I had clung to so strongly it had steered me right into that dark hour.

In the end, I've transfered my agita to things that really deserve it, like man's inhumanity to man, and let my militant resistance to religious/spiritual terms mellow. It all seems relatively the same to me...similar flavor, different label...and what brings comfort, I support. What rejects peace, I resist.

Whoa! Where did that come from? Oy. I'm tempted to delete out of...nobody wants to hear my treatise on faith...but, hey, I believe it.

t please excuse my existential morning syndrome

Those of us with below-freezing temperatures (and below-zero wind chills) are shaking our (frozen) fists in the general direction of Thailand.

Did I mention that yesterday I had to go outside at -18˚F to start my van? I wish that was a windchill...I think that was around -40.

I was listening to the weather this morning and they said that it was -50 something in MN and then in Miami it was in the mid-fifies. 100 degrees different.

Ooh, me! Did you not like them?

I do, but I kind of forgot about them, and I have more red summer shoes than I wear as it is. Send me your mailing address, and I will try to get them out this week.

Those of us with below-freezing temperatures (and below-zero wind chills) are shaking our (frozen) fists in the general direction of Thailand.

Did I mention that yesterday I had to go outside at -18˚F to start my van? I wish that was a windchill...I think that was around -40.

You win at cold.

It didn't make me any *less* cold this morning, though. Maybe tomorrow it will.

Morning all. I'm in the recording studio today. We got the guitarist that was in Tommy this past fall. This guy is brilliant player.

Bonny, you should come and see the show we are working on. Basically the first 10 chapters from Genesis. As a secular person, it wasn't half bad. Then they do a Q&A section. It was entertaing to hear folks pulling Christian/New Testament bents into it.

Fascinating! I'd love to participate in a discussion like that. Especially after a shared experience like a stage show. Wouldn't Agness of God be good for that too?

Years ago, I co-sponsored a watch and talk at a local church with The Matrix as the topic. HUGELY entertaining discussion of faith/responsiblity/honor, etc. as interpreted by a religious community interpreting the Wachowski brothers.

I love that stuff.