I'm avoiding writing a paper right now AIFG.

(Or not, because I don't have the time to avoid it).

Good luck with the Genesis play! And whitefont the spoilers!

Thanks omnis. You are right. I can't change the past, just move forward. And no one seems to be worried about it, just me and my overactive brain.

I think I've been so stressed about the move and the house and all the other stuff, now that things are settling down, my brain doesn't know what to do with itself.

I just didn't feel ready enough, if that makes sense.

Bonny, that makes perfect sense and I don't know anyone who was every "ready", no matter how certain the situation.

A little catching up to do!:

Colon~ma for your father, Kathy.

Job~m, ChiKat!

Health~ma for your dad, Calli.

Bonny, may your honorary father have what he needs the most at this time.

then I'm a unicorn that flies and shits money.

I've been looking for you!!

I have meetings scheduled from noon-3:30 today. That is not on!

bonny, I'm sending all my good thoughts for the best outcome for Gordon, and for peace and grace to him and everyone who loves him. And an extra {{{you}}}. It sounds like they have both been such a boon to your life and your heart; no wonder you want to keep that goodness close and present.

And I've been thinking all the good thoughts I can for Kristin's student and her sister, and Kathy's and Calli's fathers. Everybody, please, just stay put and submit with grace to sticking around here and being loved and doted on, will you?

And tons of job~ma to ChiKat and budget~ma to the district. How long do you have to live in limbo before they announce a decision?

ION, I made it through almost the first hour of work this morning convinced it was Wednesday, dammit. Sad now.

Thanks for all the job~ma, y'all. Basically, the way it stands now, the district is eliminating all Drama departments for next year. I have a job at my school next year teaching Language Arts if I want it. The question is, do I want it? The more I think about it, the answer is no. I need to do some job hunting and some serious thinking about it.

And tons of job~ma to ChiKat and budget~ma to the district. How long do you have to live in limbo before they announce a decision?

It will be official with the next school board meeting, I believe, which is Feb. 3. The school board has to approve the recommendation of the middle school committee to eliminate drama in favor of a double block of language arts for students.

Basically, the way it stands now, the district is eliminating all Drama departments for next year.

WTFF????? That is ridiculous!! Why don't they eliminate JV football??!?!? I'll bet that costs a hell of a lot more than the drama program.

I just didn't feel ready enough, if that makes sense.

I do not think there is such a thing as ready enough. I dunno, maybe there is. But, the only way I know of to be even remotely ready to say goodbye to a loved one, is to love the person as best you can in the now. And, so best of peace~ma to you and your family of the heart, bonny.

May that which is Light and Peace and Love surround and protect all Buffistas, and all those we care about today.

adding your family to the Ma~~~ that I am letting out to everyone.

I personally am tired of this congestion/cough that might be something but might not be something. I don't feel sick, but these are rather extreme allergy symptoms for me.