::follows Barb's high five with that cool up high-down low-behind the back smackhappy snap...because that is the way we roll::

Apparently that happened on set a lot as the director was a Brit, and Pesci is, well, Pesci. So they went ahead and wrote it in.

Love. It.

So, what do we know about Provigil?

That's WAY too vague of a question, honey. I know a LOT about it, most of which you probably don't want/need to know.

Do you have specific questions, like drug interactions or something? Because I don't have it in me to write paragraphs to answer the original question.

And I know that was a bitchy answer, but it's really REALLY hard to be me today. I'm not doing well at all. Actually, that's an understatement.

So answering drug questions might help me get the fuck out of my own increasingly dark brain, if you can give me specific questions to answer.

Good news on the rental front, Nicole. May you find a tenant quickly!

Just found out my company laid off around 200 people this morning. In the 17, almost 18, years I have been here this is only the 2nd time we have had layoffs. I'm happy my job is safe, but curious to see if anyone I know got one of the special talks this morning.

Me too. Of course it also makes me think of Fay putting all the t's in "Fugeddaboutit"so I love it more.

On first glance at Large Val Kilmer, on the front page of that link, I thought it was Jeff Bridges.

In that picture, he looks like the missing link between Jeff and Beau. And a bit like Lloyd too. I wonder if Lloyd had any kids that we weren't told about...

Ack, Steph, I'm sorry you've been having it so rough lately.

Ack, Steph, I'm sorry you've been having it so rough lately.

I just have to wait for the blood test results from my doctor, and then see what he wants to treat, and then see if it works.

In the meantime, I'm kind of getting used to the panic attacks and constant weeping.

I don't like it -- I'm hyperventilating and crying right now, actually -- but I'm getting used to it.

I'm not supposed to be having panic attacks any more, damn it. Everything is resolved and fine from before, when I had the first one. My dad is fine, the election is over, work is okay, The Boy is recovered fine from surgery, my vertigo is mostly gone -- but I'm not okay. I'm actually so far from okay that I don't know what happened, because NOTHING happened. Everything is fine in my life right now. Except me, and I'm totally broken. Without a warranty.

That's WAY too vague of a question, honey.

I'm sorry, you. I didn't mean for it to be so vague. I'm in a bit of a panic because we went to decrease meds, and now we're back at all of the original dosages and talking about adding a new med.

I guess I'm trying to figure out if it will be a helpful addition to my current cocktail, and that's probably not something you can answer anyways. I'm also curious if anyone's taken it. That question wasn't only directed at you, even though it probably seemed like it.

I'm mostly wondering about interactions and what exactly it's supposed to do and if there's any long-term effects from taking it.