Oh,
dammit,
Sean. Damn, damn, damn.
Are there any social workers, social services, anything like that on staff at the hospital? They should be able to intervene in some way--either find a way to force your landlords to wait or find a source of emergency funding, or
something.
If your current circumstances don't qualify for catastrophic hardship, I can't imagine what would.
I'm so sorry, and so enraged for both of you.
Damn it. Having another panic attack.
I'm here, and awake... is there anything I can do, Hil?
Not really. It's not too bad this time. Mostly worried about school stuff. Thanks, though. I just haven't been able to get anything done lately, and feeling really stupid about it.
I may have found the cutest kitten on YouTube. Or I should say, CuteOverload found it: [link]
Won't help with the school stuff, but it should yield a minute or so of Ded Of Teh Cyute, which is really close to relaxed and happy.
If I got the link right, this is Muppet Labs' Banana Sharpener: [link]
Sean, I'm so sorry. I believe this will work out, though, I truly do. Somehow.
Hil, have you talked to your doctor about something like Ativan or Xanax to get you past the panic attacks? It might really help. Hugs in the meantime.