Jayne ,'Jaynestown'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Still no change for S. She's still holding steady, but her kidneys are apparently starting to feel the strain. This is a net not so good for the prognosis, but as long as she holds steady, there's some hope.
Still, I'm starting to prepare myself for the worst.
Hugs to you Sean. You've been in my thoughts and will continue to be.
Aw man, Sean. Is her family there yet?
Still, I'm starting to prepare myself for the worst.
Oh, fuck, Sean. Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK.
I want to say, don't prepare yourself for the worst. I want to say, there's always hope. And there is. But godfuckingdammit.
I'd be doing the same thing in your shoes.
I hate this for you. I hate it for S. even more. It shouldn't be happening.
Sean. This is horrible for you and worse for S. And there is not a fucking thing I can do, but - I hope you are preparing yourself for something that does not happen. I'm sure you are too.
{{{Sean}}}
Sean, I'm so sorry you're having to deal with this. I'm sure I'm not alone in saying this, but if you ever need to message or email or whatever, feel free.
The kidney doctor says it's not that bad yet. And I always have hope.
And you guys. I don't think I could do this without you guys.
Still no change for S. She's still holding steady, but her kidneys are apparently starting to feel the strain. This is a net not so good for the prognosis, but as long as she holds steady, there's some hope.
::plays The Hold Steady for Sean and S.::
Ugh. For not having work for so long (2 months) it doesn't feel like I'm out of work when I have to get up at 6:30 and roust both Emmett and Matilda out of bed to get them to daycare and school by time. Matilda gets dropped off at 7:10 and then I've got to race to the East Bay to get Emmett to Albany before 8am. Last year Emmett's school started at 8:55am which was way more tolerable.
Also, I had a job interview for a long term temp assignment / possible permanent position and I haven't heard back from them. It's not like a dream job, however we really need some income and I couldn't be more qualified for this job if I wrote the job description myself.
Hire me already, dammit! The only money I've made in the last two months was from leading a bus tour!