Death is your art. You make it with your hands day after day. That final gasp, that look of peace. And part of you is desperate to know: What's it like? Where does it lead you? And now you see, that's the secret. Not the punch you didn't throw or the kicks you didn't land. She really wanted it. Every Slayer has a death wish. Even you.

Spike ,'Conversations with Dead People'


Spike's Bitches 42: Which question do you want me to answer first?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Laga - Sep 01, 2008 1:07:04 pm PDT #3987 of 10001
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

I love whoppers but my favorite malted milk candies are Robin's Eggs and you can only get those around Easter. I know a shop in Garden Grove that sells all kinds of UK stuff including food. I've gotten Jelly Babies and... what are those things like M&Ms only the candy shells have different flavors? So yummy. I'll have to stop by there and look for Malteasers.


Sean K - Sep 01, 2008 1:11:34 pm PDT #3988 of 10001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty

So, I just took S into the ER. It's hard to say how she's doing. They'll be keeping an eye on her, and probably admitting her, but someone from some payment office was, of course, bugging her to pay the Share of Cost ($900) today. Which we can't do. We have $5 between us right now.

They say it won't affect care, but I'm not comforted. I'm stressed out, and not dealing well.


Laga - Sep 01, 2008 1:12:47 pm PDT #3989 of 10001
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

{{{Sean}}}


sj - Sep 01, 2008 1:15:11 pm PDT #3990 of 10001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

(((((Sean))))) I'm so sorry.


Laura - Sep 01, 2008 1:17:51 pm PDT #3991 of 10001
Our wings are not tired.

I'm so sorry, Sean. It is hard to not be stressed, but these are things that you do not have control over and can't fix. Our health care system is beyond disgraceful and the last thing in the world that people who are sick should have to deal with. {{Sean}} I wish there was something I could do or say that would help.


brenda m - Sep 01, 2008 1:22:42 pm PDT #3992 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Ugh, Sean. So she was able to hold out for September as she planned? I guess that's a good thing at least.

Laga, Smarties.


JenP - Sep 01, 2008 1:24:56 pm PDT #3993 of 10001

I'm so sorry, Sean.

***

I went to the store to buy a leash (I'd been using a long tether, wrapped around my hand, which hurt), and I came home with a leash... and Whoppers. No Maltesers to taste test, sadly.


Laga - Sep 01, 2008 1:25:57 pm PDT #3994 of 10001
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

Laga, Smarties.

Ah yes. Thanks!


Hil R. - Sep 01, 2008 2:03:24 pm PDT #3995 of 10001
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Wow. I think I just got the most awkward phone call of my life.

A few years ago, I started going to a Jewish study group. It's two hours, once a week, where the first hour is generally a talk on that week's Torah portion, and then for the second hour, some people have study partners who they study some particular text with, while other people who don't want to do the study partner thing will have a group learning session where they continue the discussion from the first hour. I stopped going about a year ago -- I was sick for a while, and then it was winter and I didn't feel like walking all the way over there all the time, and so on. I was planning to start going back next week.

So anyway. I just got a call from them, saying that they'd noticed that I hadn't come in a while, and wondering if I was planning on coming back. The person who called? A guy I went out with once or twice a few years ago. I liked him, but he said he thought I was a "cool person" but that we wouldn't work out together. We had a few more awkward meetings and talked a few times. When he called, I thought I recognized his voice, but I wasn't sure. He, who had my name in front of him, didn't recognize me until about three minutes into the conversation. (He did, however, remember details of a conversation we had like two years ago.)

This was weird. And awkward. And I told him that I'll be back at the study group next week.


Laga - Sep 01, 2008 2:06:04 pm PDT #3996 of 10001
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

He, who had my name in front of him, didn't recognize me until about three minutes into the conversation.

oh dear.