Okay. Sleep now. Plane in morning.

Steph: Huh. I remember that *I* had a complete psychotic break at the SF2F Prom (and I'm only slightly kidding about that, but it is the biggest factor in my non-attendance at subsequent F2Fs), but you seemed totally fine. Go team Xanax!

Aims: You were the one Kristin checked with before giving it to me cause I was on the Lamictal and I was fall.ing. apart in Amyth, Kate P, smonster, and juliana's room.

What was it about the SF2F? I went freakin' crazy and have avoided you all ever since.

Heavens knows, when I got back from SF was when I had my melt down and ended up being diagnosed as bipolar. But, I'd put up with anything to see you guys. Even beetles.

So exciting--I paid $25 of my money (rather than the company's) to be on an earlier flight and got home at 8pm rather than only landing RIGHT NOW and not being home for another hour. WHOOT!

Now at the LAF2F, otoh, I totally fell apart all over SA for quite a long time during the Prom, and had to hide in our room and do lots of crying and freaking out over my lack of social skills & conviction that nobody liked me

Oh how sad! I think the LAF2F might be second most people I have ever kissed in one night....there was a lot of kissing. Unexpectedly.

My doctor wants me to take Lipitor. Should I worry about that? For some reason it is making me feel very old and like I'm falling apart.

Um, better than not taking it and actually falling apart, I suppose?

CBD came over to help me tonight, since I can hardly walk. His car was just broken into and his TomTom was stolen. Ugh. I feel terrible.

While he was helping you? Oh that's awful!!

What was it about the SF2F? I went freakin' crazy and have avoided you all ever since.

t looks around

t refrains from pointing out that Deena is RIGHT THERE, lest she run away

I think the LAF2F might be second most people I have ever kissed in one night....there was a lot of kissing. Unexpectedly.

It was like college, in a way. Well, umm. My college, at least.

While he was helping you? Oh that's awful!

I know! It's like when you came out to hang out with me and my friends and your spare tire got stolen. Ugh.

I think the LAF2F might be second most people I have ever kissed in one night....there was a lot of kissing. Unexpectedly.

Heh. Strangely and coincidentally enough, the SF2F resulted in an unprecedented three-day streak of kissing occurrences, the first of which was non-Buffista-related.

Um, better than not taking it and actually falling apart, I suppose?

But is it a good medication? Ugh, I'm also cranky that I haven't been able to do enough simply by changing my diet. I mean, I suppose I could cut out all red meat entirely, and all butter--oh wait, I couldn't do that last one.

{{{Sean}}}

My cute kitties, let me show you them [link]

I wonder if they'll get any actual Indians on that show. Or Orthodox Jews or something.

What gets me is the tagline "A whole new way of looking at and finding love!"

Um, new?