vw, I'm assuming the weight loss is a good thing - if so, yay!

SatC is one of those things I never quite got. In this, as so many things, I'm out of step with the mainstream.

And Fay ... your friend sounds like, well, someone who'd be your friend. And how much do I love that she offered you a choice of rope gauges (seriously or as a joke, it doesn't matter)?

Somebody tell me something nice; I'm having a really crap day.

Somebody tell me something nice; I'm having a really crap day.

Well, that sucks. It is Monday.

So...something nice...You always crack me up, and this morning was no different. You have a way with words and descriptions that puts us right with you. It's fun.

And, Toddson, the weight-loss is nice. I've given up on really trying because it appears near impossible on the current combo of meds. So, I'm always pleasantly surprised when I drop.

I finally called my doctor about the early period, and he made me take a pregnancy test. I'm not pregnant, but I didn't need even the five minutes stress about it. I want a baby more than anything, but this is not the right time and I am not nearly at my best physically right now.

So I was meant to start a new eating type thing today (I hate saying 'diet' because it seems to imply that it's temporary, but anyway...). I did really well ALL DAY. And then I made a tray of lemon buns and ate all of them. Crap. I've never been person who's ever really felt guilt about food, but holy crap I feel guilty right now. Maybe I should smother it with more cake.

Aw. Thank you vw.

Mr. Jane did something dumb this morning. I handled it well, but now that it's getting closer to 5, it is eating my brain.

(((DJ)))

but now that it's getting closer to 5, it is eating my brain.

Blech. Bad brain. No cookie. Leave DJ alone.

sj, I'm so glad that you know, but sorry for the freak-out!

ETA: And Jars, you definitely need either cake or ice cream. It's the only way to fix the day.

Oh man, sj. Last time I had to buy a pregnancy test, the woman in the shop said "I hope you get the result you want, dear". Which I thought was very sweet.

It's just...ok, I'll whitefont.

He called me someone else's name this morning, which while it killed the mood, is not that big of a deal. It's that it was the name of someone who he's very close with, and who I have asked him about before. I have always gotten, "No! I don't think of her that way!" And now it's, "Well there are some feelings."

I don't even mind him having a crush on someone. Even if it's someone we know, and know well. It's the not saying so when I ask, so I feel all paranoid and jealous. Dude. Just tell the truth and save me all this crud.