I want to really remember what it was like to love writing like that again.

I still feel that when I'm brainstorming a new book. And if a scene is moving well, then I can feel it, too. But it's not an always thing by any means.

I'm really enjoying it, even though I'm mired in revision. It feels like a fun hobby and not a very expensive one at that.

I still feel that when I'm brainstorming a new book.

Why is new work always so much easier to be passionate about than current work? Maybe it's because the latter is actually, well, work. But I'd like to hang on to the 'greatness of the idea' moments that the beginning of inspiration holds.

yeah, wrod.

Annoying revisions are now done...do I know how to rock Saturday night or what? I only stuck to my guns about one change, but I'm totally never going to do that one, and that's just it. The rest kind of made it more boring, but from a logical standpoint, I guess they matter, if someone reads that far in the first place, of which I'm still never convinced(/Affleck-as-Olbermann) But I'm willing to fight for my little shred of metaphor...I don't do a lot of flourishes so if I put it in three times, I think I like it, right? I'm sure you feel me on this.

I need to clean up 21 now. Well, "clean up", is a relative term, I'm at least two revisions out from being done. Anyhow, I'm at the read through stage of 22. I stuffed in a lot into 22 while keeping it in line with my target word count. The next few chapters should be fun though 23 will be a bit of a challenge I have a lot of stuff to fit in.

I expect I will run over my target in the next few chapters, but I think I have too many words allocated for some of the following chapters so it will balance out.

I got a message from beta exchange person 1. She's probably not going to do much until the end of November. Considering so far she's beta'd 3 of my chapters in the last 2 1/2 months it will literally be 2012 before she's done. Meanwhile I've beta'd essentially four versions of chapter 1 for her. I have a feeling this is going to be less that useful. Beta exchange person number 2 is great though, I know some of her comments are going to help me with my second revision.

I think I chose a good place for beta reading and exchange. Sometimes I've wondered if the second revision would be the right time for that, but I think I'd just not improve much between 1st and 2nd. I think I'll have a better idea of what I need to do in the next revision now.

Also listening to my story on my commute has made me realize I have a lot of work to do. Things that I didn't pick up on while reading are popping out to me while listening. Especially when I use the same word two or three times right next to each other. That really grates when listening.

Gudanov, can I ask what you're writing? (Tell me to stop being lazy and read back through the thread, if that's annoying!)

I'm loving your idea of listening to writing while driving. I'll try that.

I'm writing a fantasy novel. I'm on the first revision right now.

Listening on the commute has been interesting and really has made me realize I'm so not there yet. It's also kind of fun, I made an audiobook, yeah the narrator is really bad (though far better than I thought text-to-speech could be), but still fun.

I'm very used to speech-to-text - I have programs that read scanned books for me when I have more-dyslexic-than-usual days. I expect there are better programs out there than what I've got, though. Loving the idea of creating your own audiobook, as well as the usefulness of that for revision. My grandfather used to write (really good!) children's stories for us, and my grandmother would record them onto tape. The hours she must have put into that. I don't think we ever realised.

My M.A. dissertation supervisor has been telling me to turn the literature review section of my dissertation into a paper for an academic journal. I hadn't actually written it when she was suggesting this, so I dismissed the idea, but now that I've almost finished that section, I realise how much there is to say about the topic*. Given that half of my writing is going to have to be cut, and I wouldn't want to lose it completely, it's something I should look into. I'm nervous of attempting publication of a theoretical paper, though - as opposed to a written-up research project - because there are style expectations that I don't know whether I can achieve. I'll have to send it to some people to give me opinions as to whether it's remotely publishable, I think.

*Rehabilitation, its professionals and their approach to and training about disability. This subject is only interesting to about six people in the world. Fortunately, I am one of those people. Otherwise I'd be bored by now.